Alllllrrriiighty then!
Sometimes I feel like just jumping off a building and singing my heart out to the clouds while I fall into the deep abyss below me, hoping that one of those clouds will come to catch me, and at last I will be free. Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend. Someone to snuggle close to when the world seems to cruel to handle, someone that will kiss me like he means it, and never be afraid to love me for who I am. Sometimes I wish that people would stop lying. It only gets them into deeper trouble and a whole sack full of lies. The world can be so unkind and yet so sincere at the same time. Have you ever stopped to think about the flowers all around you when you're life is in shambles? Or the beauty of nature when you've hit rock bottom? It gives you a wake up call, and you realize, you aren't the only one out there with problems and pain. There are thousands of lost souls just like you, yearning for a purpose in life, praying for the answers. So what good is it to dwell on your own problems when millions of people out there are starving each day? What good is it to cry when there are people who are dying of AIDS each day? Think about your problems, and then measure them to the problems of others....they aren't that important anymore, are they? We shouldn't be so hung up on technology either. If we all would just learn to use our brains then we would be fine. I wish that I wasn't big anymore. It really is very unnerving, not to mention very unattractive. I wish boys could see you from the inside out, that way, appearances wouldn't matter, just whats on the inside. But alas, it shall never happen, men have to much testosterone. Oh well, I have to go gt ready for play practice. Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs!
~Ash
~Ash