long time no update, need to go back to school.
so i've come to realize that i hate being home and cannot wait to go back to school. with the freedom and lack my parental encouters. it's not that they're strict or anything when i come home, i just can't stand being around them. the mom who over reacts and the dad who doesn't give a shit. lovely. it's different once you've been away from all that. i guess it's that whole out of sight, out of mind thing. i'm not around them, i don't think about them. and they have no control over me or what i do. it's a lovely feeling. wow, i can't believe i've gotten to the point of being so completely aggravated i'm writing in this thing again. how lame am i. thank god i'm here for like two more days. ridiculous bullsh*t. only good part about being home is my friends, my dog, and my car. if i had all those things up at school i would find no reason what-so-ever to come home. i come to arguing, bickering, lies, you name it. we're always told that the older someone is, the wiser they are. fuck that. i've seen more maturity from myself than i have from my own god damn parents this whole f-ing vacation. yeah quite the vacation. and they wonder why i'm always out with my friends, either getting drunk beyond belief or just simply sitting around someone else's house besides my own. whatever. i'm f-ing done. three more f-ing days in this place.