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Considering I am a libra...i shoulda bounced back from him weeks ago. But for some reason, I still hold on. Every time I throw on John Legend I think of him. And it blows...why is he connected to me by my favorite thing...Music?! That just blows...As much as I know he won't even respond to me anymore...I still wish he would. Idk, never again will I get my hopes up about anything! I'm done thinking positively. I'm done thinking that everything will work out in the end. Cuz it never does. It never works out that I'll come out the victor. Life never goes to my plan. "Lucky in life, unlucky in love."...?? yeah that's kinda true i guess...i am lucky in some aspects in life, so i guess i'm unlucky in that i can't find a serious relationship type guy. However, i'm unlucky in other aspects so that makes me lucky in that i can find a quick screw every once in a while. --change of subject--
So the movers came the other day. Which was excited and exhausting. But its official now. Which is interesting. All my stuff is moved in my room and all set up which is amazing. For all things considered, I love my room. Add a picture or painting or two and I'm golden...I'm most proud of my bathroom. I took my Chinese and Japanese theme from the room, and moved it to the bathroom, which works out better. I took the crepe lamp that Jenna bought me last year for xmas and hung it up in there, and then i have a framed picture of the Chinese word for Happiness, chillin on the sink part, and there is a chinese clock that is hanging above the toilet. On the toilet there is a long blue candle that has four wicks in it. On the counter, I have a Candle/Rock garden that is really neat. and then I have matching towel set and shower curtain. with a bamboo shower rug. It's so pimp!--change of subject--
The OC tonite was FUCKING AWESOME! Grandpa...funeral; Kirsten...rehab; Marissa...may have killed Ryan's brother; Julie and i forget his name...back together! I LOVE IT!!! Then there was alias last night....Omg...giant toxic redball flying over russia, vaughn and syd engaged, eraina is back, sloane is back to his old habits! I can't wait till next week for the season finale! okay...bed time!! byess
ps...i miss my babygirl more than anything!
So the movers came the other day. Which was excited and exhausting. But its official now. Which is interesting. All my stuff is moved in my room and all set up which is amazing. For all things considered, I love my room. Add a picture or painting or two and I'm golden...I'm most proud of my bathroom. I took my Chinese and Japanese theme from the room, and moved it to the bathroom, which works out better. I took the crepe lamp that Jenna bought me last year for xmas and hung it up in there, and then i have a framed picture of the Chinese word for Happiness, chillin on the sink part, and there is a chinese clock that is hanging above the toilet. On the toilet there is a long blue candle that has four wicks in it. On the counter, I have a Candle/Rock garden that is really neat. and then I have matching towel set and shower curtain. with a bamboo shower rug. It's so pimp!--change of subject--
The OC tonite was FUCKING AWESOME! Grandpa...funeral; Kirsten...rehab; Marissa...may have killed Ryan's brother; Julie and i forget his name...back together! I LOVE IT!!! Then there was alias last night....Omg...giant toxic redball flying over russia, vaughn and syd engaged, eraina is back, sloane is back to his old habits! I can't wait till next week for the season finale! okay...bed time!! byess
ps...i miss my babygirl more than anything!