Rocking Derby School in that order
So wow my priorities in life have just completed a 180 turn haha...WOW... but really im so excited about Jump Radar! and apparently everyone else is to, i guess we will see where their loyalties lie after this first show but i think we are awesome and have a pretty appealing sound and we are only going to get better and by we i mean me haha because the rest of the band bo alex and tony are already amazing musicians im the only weak link but not really haha im a quick learner and at every practice i get sharper and better at picking up new songs...no to just get over these musical mind blanks i hit when i try and express myself infront of people so they can hear what my ideas sound like without them being recorded....but yeah our first show is on sunday and im really excited and we already have 2 other shows lined up...a house show i think and the roller derby black and blue ball...ooo so much fun... but yeah with the help of tony me and him have adopted this wicked 75 watt musicmann tube amp hybird, we went halfsies on it till i make a decision on if i wanna buy it or not fully...it sounds good i don't know if its the exact tone i was looking for but its great for a first amp and hell its a tube amp!!! only cost us 400 bones and its a beauty...look almost brand new like no dust same speakers the mesh on the front was replaced but it looks fire too...its funny case me and tony thought some weird old 80's dude was gonna be selling it but it turned out to be the door guy at common grounds...gainesville really is small...and the music scene is even smaller...but yeah if anything turns out to be shit on that amp we know where to find the kid...
Now on the topic of roller derby: MAn i missed it! im glad i left for 3 months though because it made me realize how much i appreciate the sport and the girls and the team...i still feel like shit before practice butttt when im there and when i come home im just so glad i did it! And its so awesome to be a natural at something! The girls are always throwing mad comments and complements and little tid bits on how they are jealous of my skills...its cool to feel gifted at something and have it really be noticable...i mean i don't feel like what they claim i am...every time i put skates on i feel wobbly and bleh but after an hour of warming up i turn into this beast on skates...hopefully one day ill just beable to throw on some skates and kick ass but i can wait...and hopefully i don't get hurt because if i do ...MAN im fucked ...not having health insurance is gonna be a bitch... OBAMA save us!!! guess its time for me to get to work on that health care reform platform
NOw school...eh its the same shit...same struggle...same beast...orgo is killing me...i get the concepts but i have no clue how to study for these exams i think im going to email or talk to my professor and see what she says...ethics...UGH soo boring...all i can do is think about what i have to do in that class..i didn't even go today because why am i going to drive for 20 min to sit in class for 50 minutes and be bored out of my mind...not worth it at all.. and law...its awesome...easy...good stuff...i don't know if i could go to law school cause i know that its nothing like these 2 law classes that ive taken but if it was id be there in a jiff...but law is just so boring...i definately am a scientist...or musican haha...or roller derby girll...shit im all of those things........ gosh it feels so great to have all the things that i wanted to do all lined up and in motion...now i need to make more dreams but i really don't know what i want... hum a family...not really...a boyfriend...maybe...a good job... eh i could do without it maybe just a crappy job that i can pay my rent with and finally start to try and live on my own...i think id like to pay my bills on day soon...but gosh this free riding stuff is awesome...who wishes to pay bills... <--this girl...but not for the stress...just the finacial freedom haha what im i saying you definately don't get freedom from bills haha...but whatever... i see in my future after college alot of boy drama, traveling, starving, lots of mistakes haha, music, friends, and than Work till i die...its been a good time the past 4 years...and i wouldn't mind another semester but its gotta end... i can always pick up again with grad school once this god damn recession ends and people stop flooding the admissions offices... but i bet i could get in... and if not... no biggie ... not like i know what i wanna really really really study...
and im out...Practice time
Now on the topic of roller derby: MAn i missed it! im glad i left for 3 months though because it made me realize how much i appreciate the sport and the girls and the team...i still feel like shit before practice butttt when im there and when i come home im just so glad i did it! And its so awesome to be a natural at something! The girls are always throwing mad comments and complements and little tid bits on how they are jealous of my skills...its cool to feel gifted at something and have it really be noticable...i mean i don't feel like what they claim i am...every time i put skates on i feel wobbly and bleh but after an hour of warming up i turn into this beast on skates...hopefully one day ill just beable to throw on some skates and kick ass but i can wait...and hopefully i don't get hurt because if i do ...MAN im fucked ...not having health insurance is gonna be a bitch... OBAMA save us!!! guess its time for me to get to work on that health care reform platform
NOw school...eh its the same shit...same struggle...same beast...orgo is killing me...i get the concepts but i have no clue how to study for these exams i think im going to email or talk to my professor and see what she says...ethics...UGH soo boring...all i can do is think about what i have to do in that class..i didn't even go today because why am i going to drive for 20 min to sit in class for 50 minutes and be bored out of my mind...not worth it at all.. and law...its awesome...easy...good stuff...i don't know if i could go to law school cause i know that its nothing like these 2 law classes that ive taken but if it was id be there in a jiff...but law is just so boring...i definately am a scientist...or musican haha...or roller derby girll...shit im all of those things........ gosh it feels so great to have all the things that i wanted to do all lined up and in motion...now i need to make more dreams but i really don't know what i want... hum a family...not really...a boyfriend...maybe...a good job... eh i could do without it maybe just a crappy job that i can pay my rent with and finally start to try and live on my own...i think id like to pay my bills on day soon...but gosh this free riding stuff is awesome...who wishes to pay bills... <--this girl...but not for the stress...just the finacial freedom haha what im i saying you definately don't get freedom from bills haha...but whatever... i see in my future after college alot of boy drama, traveling, starving, lots of mistakes haha, music, friends, and than Work till i die...its been a good time the past 4 years...and i wouldn't mind another semester but its gotta end... i can always pick up again with grad school once this god damn recession ends and people stop flooding the admissions offices... but i bet i could get in... and if not... no biggie ... not like i know what i wanna really really really study...
and im out...Practice time