new semester new year
Times they are a changing as mister bob dylan would say
I am finally commiting to joining roller derby no matter how much shit i have to do i am promising myself and the community that i will do it...ever since i was like 10 ive wanted to be apart of this mad group of crazies and now its a fucking reality! well as of tomorrow it is...right now im bidding on 2 pairs of skates and im kinda nervous about it cause ya know i could win both and than i have 2 pairs of skates which is cool but it limits the time and money ill have to find and spend the other shit i need like knee pads and wrist guards and new wheels and bearings...man this thing is already running my life but its totally awesome! for the past 3 days ive been reading rules and watching videos psyching myself up and preparing for what will be an awesome adventure of self discovery and getting a wicked sowe body haha i can't wait to be lying in bed just thinking how much my legs and thighs burn from skating and running and pushing myself to the limit...not to mention thinking about all the awesome plays im totally going to make...FUCK its going to be great being back in a sport! its been way to long...and its even better to be in a sport that im actually going to love as aposed to waterpolo which i just did cause it was the only thing i could get into at nmb cause we sucked so much...but on that note fucking my friend PJ was part of the NY state waterpolo winning super champion team! Im so proud of him! it proves that us NMB BEAM kids are awesome too when it comes to sports what what reggies! haha eww i just farted and man does it smell...pee yewww haha seriously if you were here right now you would be running...i wonder if liz says anything she just walked into the room...or even better dustin...psh yeah right hes a pussy haha... ooo i gotta fart again...they are definately silent but deadly...anyway school...its school nothing new and exciting...im thinking about internships and jobs but thats really it...just thinking...im one step closer to filling out a peace corps applications but im a little cautious about filling it out to soon because it is a contract and once you do sign up i do not believe you can back out of it...but im probably wrong about that...but thats how im going to look at it...One cool thing about this semster already is that ive been seeing people everywhere around campus and im not so timid about walking up and asking people there names...well not really walking up but if i see them around more then once and they just happen to be standing besides me or walk by ill say hey and give a little chit chat...so thats great...last semster i would just nodd and smile and there were sooo sooo many awkward moments so im going to avoid that this semster. what elseeeeee.... the gators are once again national champions and man that was a crazy fun night! Loren turns 21 this year than only one more vanheuveln to go before we are all old tards...time sure is flying...but not the last few weeks...but vacation sure did go quick........ yeah im done for now....
ps...the shit thats going on in gaza is so fucked up its been fucked up for years and im gonna say it im definately not siding with isreal and never have...to say that 13 dead isrealie soilders is worth the lives of more than 450 innocent palistinians civilians does not make any sense and no rational human would come to the conclusion that it does...two negitivies has never produced a positive solution when it comes to human moral and I believe the idea that one religion should occupy a single space is a selfish act and to choose an area that is scared and holy for so many other religions only adds to their egocentric idealisms and disregard for the beliefs,rights, and lives of anyone else on this planet. It is easy to see why so many palistinans can have such high disregards for the isrealie people and their government. Their land was taken from them and now their lives are being taken. If isreal wanted to stop the conflict they would simply have to treat the palistinanes like people and open their boarders openly to their neighbors allowing the thousands of refugees return to their home land where they can be productive citizens and just stop all this mumbo jumbo high brow your to good for the rest of us bullshit...how can the usa support a country that does not believe in the rights and freedoms of other countires and cannot accept other cultures without extreme predijuce of other religions...we should be promoting tolerance not an iron fist rule...but i guess this can be expected of a country that wiped out millions of native americans and their cultures only to be replaced by a mono culture of religious christian extremist...ha you would think we and the rest of the world would have learn by now that tolerence is the only way for "peace" to exist...fuck peace apperently...people suck...
I am finally commiting to joining roller derby no matter how much shit i have to do i am promising myself and the community that i will do it...ever since i was like 10 ive wanted to be apart of this mad group of crazies and now its a fucking reality! well as of tomorrow it is...right now im bidding on 2 pairs of skates and im kinda nervous about it cause ya know i could win both and than i have 2 pairs of skates which is cool but it limits the time and money ill have to find and spend the other shit i need like knee pads and wrist guards and new wheels and bearings...man this thing is already running my life but its totally awesome! for the past 3 days ive been reading rules and watching videos psyching myself up and preparing for what will be an awesome adventure of self discovery and getting a wicked sowe body haha i can't wait to be lying in bed just thinking how much my legs and thighs burn from skating and running and pushing myself to the limit...not to mention thinking about all the awesome plays im totally going to make...FUCK its going to be great being back in a sport! its been way to long...and its even better to be in a sport that im actually going to love as aposed to waterpolo which i just did cause it was the only thing i could get into at nmb cause we sucked so much...but on that note fucking my friend PJ was part of the NY state waterpolo winning super champion team! Im so proud of him! it proves that us NMB BEAM kids are awesome too when it comes to sports what what reggies! haha eww i just farted and man does it smell...pee yewww haha seriously if you were here right now you would be running...i wonder if liz says anything she just walked into the room...or even better dustin...psh yeah right hes a pussy haha... ooo i gotta fart again...they are definately silent but deadly...anyway school...its school nothing new and exciting...im thinking about internships and jobs but thats really it...just thinking...im one step closer to filling out a peace corps applications but im a little cautious about filling it out to soon because it is a contract and once you do sign up i do not believe you can back out of it...but im probably wrong about that...but thats how im going to look at it...One cool thing about this semster already is that ive been seeing people everywhere around campus and im not so timid about walking up and asking people there names...well not really walking up but if i see them around more then once and they just happen to be standing besides me or walk by ill say hey and give a little chit chat...so thats great...last semster i would just nodd and smile and there were sooo sooo many awkward moments so im going to avoid that this semster. what elseeeeee.... the gators are once again national champions and man that was a crazy fun night! Loren turns 21 this year than only one more vanheuveln to go before we are all old tards...time sure is flying...but not the last few weeks...but vacation sure did go quick........ yeah im done for now....
ps...the shit thats going on in gaza is so fucked up its been fucked up for years and im gonna say it im definately not siding with isreal and never have...to say that 13 dead isrealie soilders is worth the lives of more than 450 innocent palistinians civilians does not make any sense and no rational human would come to the conclusion that it does...two negitivies has never produced a positive solution when it comes to human moral and I believe the idea that one religion should occupy a single space is a selfish act and to choose an area that is scared and holy for so many other religions only adds to their egocentric idealisms and disregard for the beliefs,rights, and lives of anyone else on this planet. It is easy to see why so many palistinans can have such high disregards for the isrealie people and their government. Their land was taken from them and now their lives are being taken. If isreal wanted to stop the conflict they would simply have to treat the palistinanes like people and open their boarders openly to their neighbors allowing the thousands of refugees return to their home land where they can be productive citizens and just stop all this mumbo jumbo high brow your to good for the rest of us bullshit...how can the usa support a country that does not believe in the rights and freedoms of other countires and cannot accept other cultures without extreme predijuce of other religions...we should be promoting tolerance not an iron fist rule...but i guess this can be expected of a country that wiped out millions of native americans and their cultures only to be replaced by a mono culture of religious christian extremist...ha you would think we and the rest of the world would have learn by now that tolerence is the only way for "peace" to exist...fuck peace apperently...people suck...