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i don't know what to do. i'm having a major major melt down. i can't stop crying.
i don't know how to explain why i get so upset over mike but i do. i don't feel like explaining it in here because it's impossible to explain but i really feel like i'm having some sort of stress attack or something. i have the worst headache. i don't want mike to come down this weekend. i wanted to see him so bad, no1 understands but he.. idk i can't explain it. i don't think he deserves to see me right now.
i'm in so much pain and i don't know why. why am i feeling like this why am i acting like this. i don't know i don't know i don't know. i really don't know
why am i so upset.
why can't i calm down.
what's wrong with me?
i miss him so much but i put myself through hell over it.
i can't do this.
i can't.
i don't know how to explain why i get so upset over mike but i do. i don't feel like explaining it in here because it's impossible to explain but i really feel like i'm having some sort of stress attack or something. i have the worst headache. i don't want mike to come down this weekend. i wanted to see him so bad, no1 understands but he.. idk i can't explain it. i don't think he deserves to see me right now.
i'm in so much pain and i don't know why. why am i feeling like this why am i acting like this. i don't know i don't know i don't know. i really don't know
why am i so upset.
why can't i calm down.
what's wrong with me?
i miss him so much but i put myself through hell over it.
i can't do this.
i can't.