oh what a day...

[yellowdominatri]

i got back from visiting my grandparents in albany and now my gramma is in a coma. They are doing brain scans and if there is too much brain damage they are going to discontue life support. It snowed today and stuck for the first time since the end of last quarter. I never knew snow sparkled when it falls at night. Oh and i also broke up with antonia.

I feel oddly calm and together. For the first time in a while I feel like i can make demands and stick to them.I can CHOOSE what life i lead.

but tommorrow is a new day.