ARRRGH. why does this continue to happen?! i hate this.
i'm back from D.C..... as if it matters or ne1 cares. sry, i'm just pissy.
this week has been FUCKED UP. D.C. was horribly bad yet awesome. it was boring, i almost got ISS for picking a flower (more later), i fell for Trent (HARD), i kept thinking about jake, & and i started my period. plus i had to watch jennie with billie, and all the "skaters" or w/e be...HOTT, and sort of flirt/talk to me....but not really. i did get a hug from Decker though.
I was the United Idol on our bus... woohoo! i was runner-up, cuz i didn't sing the "perfect song" for my voice, and courtney payne did.
bleh, i just found out john's going out with this one girl...i don't know her, but she has officially added me on yahoo, and i really don't fucking want her name, so yeah! i hate it that i still care.
and now i'm falling for my best friend trent, which just ultimately sucks, so yeah! cuz i don't think/know if he likes me or not. and jake....ah, suck a fuck. i feel like he's leading me on or something, or he can't decide between us too.
ahhhh....i'll continue this later if i'm up to it