Aug 30, 2011 21:39
my heart stops a split second when i hear the names of my friends and their respective partners: brad and angelina, ellen and portia, michael and catherine, ryan and judy ann, will and jada... i won't lie, i think it's jealousy poking my heart.
in as much as i pray that i become an emotional brick, somewhere in my heart, i still pray for that one person who will hug me from behind, hold my hand and tell me everything will be ok. i still believe that somewhere out there i will find my dinah or kris or sue or jac or ches or tyler or anton or leo or gab or chups...or myself...