first option
so this is how it is - i can't complain and i can't demand. so i only give myself 2 options -- sit and wait OR get up and leave.
me being me, i will sit and wait. i am a romantic but i am not hopeless. i do this with full knowledge of the consequences. so this time around, there will be no tears, no finger pointing or no questions of "why is this happening to me". i will get up, dust myself off and look forward to life's other surprises.
the occasional pinch derails me but ridiculous or not, i am happy with a longing of an unbearable kind.
me being me, i will sit and wait. i am a romantic but i am not hopeless. i do this with full knowledge of the consequences. so this time around, there will be no tears, no finger pointing or no questions of "why is this happening to me". i will get up, dust myself off and look forward to life's other surprises.
the occasional pinch derails me but ridiculous or not, i am happy with a longing of an unbearable kind.