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after much coercion, i pick up my drink and walk towards A..i say hello...small talk...then A tells me something i've been dreading to hear the whole night -- "lets dance." it wasn't a question, it was a suggestion. i decline with a smile saying its not my thing but for some strange reason, i find myself with my arms on A's shoulders swaying on the dance floor.. too scared to make eye contact...where did my drink go?!...
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a coupla songs pass and i excuse myself...i need to go to the john...i find my way back to the comfort of my friends table...and i carry on watching everyone parteeeh...that's enough for me...at least for now