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I am sitting on my couch in my new fur-lined hat with the flaps on the ears, and the tree is lit, and it smells like pine because that's what pine trees smell like, and I'm pretty content right now.
I bought a ton of gifts and spent too much time wrapping them. because they all had to be done in signature jill jackson tissue paper style. but when I look at them I feel satisfied.
tonight I cleaned my room and cooked myself dinner and this means I am independent and capable.
I am having late night philosophical discussions with everyone and when todd comes home we're making a gingerbread house.
lately I have been feeling almost like I am on something...like my brain is foggy, and I can't concentrate on anything. like everything is scattered and I can't hold down one train of thought for any extended period of time. it's bothered the hell out of me because I really value thinking coherently and lately the only way I've been able to focus, the only way I've been able to accomplish tasks, is by turning them into lists. and I would never want to live my life out of lists.
but it's starting to get better, for some reason. it started to get better tonight.
I feel like I can conquer the world in this hat.
I am sitting on my couch in my new fur-lined hat with the flaps on the ears, and the tree is lit, and it smells like pine because that's what pine trees smell like, and I'm pretty content right now.
I bought a ton of gifts and spent too much time wrapping them. because they all had to be done in signature jill jackson tissue paper style. but when I look at them I feel satisfied.
tonight I cleaned my room and cooked myself dinner and this means I am independent and capable.
I am having late night philosophical discussions with everyone and when todd comes home we're making a gingerbread house.
lately I have been feeling almost like I am on something...like my brain is foggy, and I can't concentrate on anything. like everything is scattered and I can't hold down one train of thought for any extended period of time. it's bothered the hell out of me because I really value thinking coherently and lately the only way I've been able to focus, the only way I've been able to accomplish tasks, is by turning them into lists. and I would never want to live my life out of lists.
but it's starting to get better, for some reason. it started to get better tonight.
I feel like I can conquer the world in this hat.