gayyy haha
he swore to me that i'd never find anyone like him
i'd never find someone that treated me as good as he did
i'd never find happiness again because he was it for me
i believed him, with everything i had
so i was scared to leave because, according to him,
there would be nothing else for me in the future besides him.
one day i finally left.
i stopped buying into the apologies and all that nonsense
maybe he was right, maybe i'll never meet someone like him again
but maybe that's a good thing
because i met someone who treats me better
and reminds me of what a relationship is REALLY supposed to be like
i met someone who, for the first time, makes me want to stay in el paso
i don't want to be in san an, just to be here with this boy
come august though, he'll be moving out there :)
*fingers crossed
it's been a whirl wind romance and the end is nowhere in sight
i love it <3