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I hate Josh.
I fucking hate him. Whats the point of jacqueline even calling me her best friend? Its obviously not me because she keeps ditching me for her fucking boyfriend. Oh, but if I dont answer the phone because I'm talking to Leighton she gets pissed off. Fuck her and Josh. I made plans with her yesterday, and they got canceled because of him. I cant hang out with her today because she says that I'm not allowed at band practice which I know is total bullshit. She just views me as a cockblock and nothig more. I pretty much never get to see my boyfriend, I think she can go a few hours without hers. Oh, and she swore she'd only hang out with me next friday, and she told Josh and he was all "no, she can have you saturday". What the fuck? Shes her own fucking person, we dont have joint custody over her. If we dont hang out Friday because of him I'm going to cut his dick off as punishment for both of them.
Oh, and even better, I didnt get to see Leighton today and probably wont till like next weekend. He never seems to be able to get a ride. But you know what, if you want to see someone bad enough you'll find a way. He needs to find a way. I do. I could have gone to Richmond Hill today, but I'm tired of having to go out of my way to see him. Its his turn. Its the principal of the thing, you know? I dont want to be the only one putting effort into this. And I want to go somewhere besides his house.
rljdjf;dsjf;kldaj;akjf. I could shoot someone right now. I seriously could. At least I have two packs of cigarettes and some other things. That helps I guess.
I'm just really fucking lonely. I want to see Leighton really badly. Its not gonna happen though. Fucking DUI. He could have his lisence and come see me anytime if that hadnt happened.
I might cry.
I fucking hate him. Whats the point of jacqueline even calling me her best friend? Its obviously not me because she keeps ditching me for her fucking boyfriend. Oh, but if I dont answer the phone because I'm talking to Leighton she gets pissed off. Fuck her and Josh. I made plans with her yesterday, and they got canceled because of him. I cant hang out with her today because she says that I'm not allowed at band practice which I know is total bullshit. She just views me as a cockblock and nothig more. I pretty much never get to see my boyfriend, I think she can go a few hours without hers. Oh, and she swore she'd only hang out with me next friday, and she told Josh and he was all "no, she can have you saturday". What the fuck? Shes her own fucking person, we dont have joint custody over her. If we dont hang out Friday because of him I'm going to cut his dick off as punishment for both of them.
Oh, and even better, I didnt get to see Leighton today and probably wont till like next weekend. He never seems to be able to get a ride. But you know what, if you want to see someone bad enough you'll find a way. He needs to find a way. I do. I could have gone to Richmond Hill today, but I'm tired of having to go out of my way to see him. Its his turn. Its the principal of the thing, you know? I dont want to be the only one putting effort into this. And I want to go somewhere besides his house.
rljdjf;dsjf;kldaj;akjf. I could shoot someone right now. I seriously could. At least I have two packs of cigarettes and some other things. That helps I guess.
I'm just really fucking lonely. I want to see Leighton really badly. Its not gonna happen though. Fucking DUI. He could have his lisence and come see me anytime if that hadnt happened.
I might cry.