when i see you i cant help but light up.....
i have no idea what is going on with dave and i. i mean, we have neever even hung out with each other or really talked outside of work. but when we see each other, its like no one else is around. we just get mezmorized in each others eyes. i wish so much that he wasnt a senior, and he told me that i make him wish that he wasnt graduating. i finally feel like may life may have a meaning and purpose and it is almost over. i have been so happy that school is almost over but that means that i will never see dave again. he will be off to Ball State and that will be it, we will each go our separate ways and begin our new lives. however, he is going to be up at school until july and he did invite me to come see him.. or if i come up here and ever need a place to crash.. his bed ;)... j/k.... IHATE THIS!! i have been waiting for this forever and it is almost over... am i doomed to a life with no one else in it? where i jsut find guys who will eventully just leave me?
well now that i got that out of my system.... i have to do my speech tongiht and i am really worried about it. al is my "subject".. thank you so much hun, it will help me out so much. i love you
i have to go get ready now...
lauren :)
p.s. i forgot to tell you that he told me last night that he has been writing poetry about me for a couple of weeks now.. however i have to convince him to show it to me. i dont htink i will have a problem with that though. :)
well now that i got that out of my system.... i have to do my speech tongiht and i am really worried about it. al is my "subject".. thank you so much hun, it will help me out so much. i love you
i have to go get ready now...
lauren :)
p.s. i forgot to tell you that he told me last night that he has been writing poetry about me for a couple of weeks now.. however i have to convince him to show it to me. i dont htink i will have a problem with that though. :)