Jan 08, 2002 18:02
yea so i talked to andy today and yup thats right, he is stillwith his gf. did he bother to tell me this? no i think not. but no matter, we talked it all out and he doesnt know what he is going to do but things for us are defintly pout on hold. i told him that if there is any chance that he can work things out with her to go for it bc i would hate to be the one who got the way of what could be the best relationship ever, even though i already knwo taht it isnt. but this is his choice and he will realize what he is missing sooner or later-- hopefully it is soonner since i only have 3 months left with him. he told me that is deciced to g to tennesee Univ next year, starting hti ssummer. so there goes that. why is it hat i cant find a guy who isnt as ass hole and when i do he has a gf and is leavingem anyways. i hate this!!! and dotn tell me that this is all part of growing upi and things wil work out for the best bd that isnt what i want to hear/. however, i woiuld like some advice, if you guys wouldnt mind. i mean there has to be some reason why sunday night was like one of the greatest nights of my life..... help!!
so things with the new roomies is going great. i am getting over my achwardness, mostly bc they are including me inon everyhting. however, iam going broke really fast. it is still weird seeing my old room but it doesnt look cozy and warm which makes sence bc it never was. this semester is going to be so much better, it already is.
we got a new kid on this floor, next door, he is fromthe army. he is rally nice and fittng in rally well so that it good. we just went and ate chinease together. yum yum
lastly, mu cousin called me today and saod for sure tha tshe is coming this weekend so i hope that she does adn doesnt blow meoff again. i will give her hte benefit of the doubt here and high hopes. jxut dotnt prove me wrong and we wont have a problem. welll classes start tomm so i better get my shit doen so i can go t bed at a reasonble hour. talk to you kids later. bye
lauren :)