moving
so i figured i might want to update. since that hasn't happened since i think about last january? i'd have to check that. or you can. because if you are reading this you probably have access to my past entries. anyways... this is my last night in Massachusetts. This hasn't technically hit me yet. For the most part, my bags are packed. stuff is ready to be shipped. and i have a new car, and an almost new job before i already get to oklahoma. oh, that's where i'm moving by the way. oklahoma. what the fuck is in oklahoma? i don't even really know. all i know... is that it is an adventure. once i'm excited to take. one i'm even more excited to take with paul. he's been my everything these past few months... and i'm so thankful for him. and for wanting to do this with me. i'm getting over the whole missing everyone thing; which isn't to say i won't miss a lot of people...friends and family who mean the world to me... but its more to say that i'm excited to finally feel like i'm doing something BIG with my life. this is such an extream change for me. the homebody that i've always been is out the door. i'm not four hours away... and can drive home when i want. i think it will be good for me. so there we have it. goodbye massachusetts. i'll miss the leaves in the fall. but i'll be back. someday.