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Hey everyone. I have been SO sick and I hate it...a lot. Monday I went back to school which was cool cuz I missed it like a lot. Everything went fine that day. Then on Tuesday everything was cool and I felt PERFECT in first hour. And in second hour too. Till the end, I started to feel like im going to either pass out or throw up. But I just ignored it and went to thrid hour and like 5 or 10 minutes into it I could barely see. So I asked mrs bennet if I could use her phone and I called my moms cell phone but she didnt answer. So I went down to the Counciling office to get the number. I dont know why I went to counciling in the first place..but I didnt care, I needed to go ANYWHERE! And they couldnt find my moms work number so I just tried her cell again and while I was trying to call this other lady pointed at me and gave me a dirty look then asked the other lady why I was there and she told her that I didnt feel good. And then the bitchy lady was like *Well instead of you throwing up all over MY phone, I think you need to go to attendance!* and I was like *Im not going ANYWHERE. Im not going to throw up, im going to pass out.* and she just told me to go to atendance and all I said was *fine eff you, bye* and I went down to the attendance instead and said *I need to lay down like RIGHT NOW. I tried to call my mom, and she didnt answer, and the people in Counciling couldnt find her work number...just give me somewhere to lay down.* and she called my mom for me and so my mom came and got me in a bout 20 minutes. Then she took me to the health center to see what my blood pressure was like right when im about to pass out, so we could tell my doctor or whatever. and it took them FOREVER...like a half hour just for that. And it was perfect. What a fuckin waste of my time. Then I got home FINALLY! And my mom called my doctor and she got me in at about 11:20. While me and my mom were sitting in the waiting room thing I had my head on my moms shoulder. And this lady started talking to us about how its the best to just have your mom there whne your sick. shes like *Im 62 and my son and me used to get jello and popsicles when he was sick and he'd eat them and I'd pet him.* ((WHO SAYS PET?!?!? lol)) *But now hes far away from me and he called a while ago and said "I can still get the jello and popsicles but I dont have you here to pet me.." That made me feel really good* Wow what a psycho. And she just kept on talking about olden times when she was young and not 62 and stuff. And FINALLY we got called in **THANK GOD** and this old lady nurse that gave me the tetnis shot last time was talking to me and taking my blood pressure and everything blah blah blah...then another lady came in the room to take my blood ((eew)) and she was talking to me about cereal. Lol. And she told me to sqeeze this thing that she put in my hand and I did and then it poked..ouch..and shes like *im done* so I looked cuz that was REALLY fast to be done. And of course she wasnt really done, she was just done poking me!!! So I seen the needle...EEEW. But im seriously like soooo proud of myself. I didnt even have like a tear the whole time we were there. And for someone that is as afraid of needles as I am...wow. Im cool Im cool! lol. So then she left and like a half hour later the REAL doctor came in and took my blood pressure AGAIN! And it was still perfect. I have NO IDEA what is going on with me. But then I just stayed home for the rest of the day. And this morning I woke up and I was fine and I made eggs for myself and stuff and after a while I felt like I just wanted to fall over and like pass out again. But I wanted to go to school cuz well...I needed to. But my mom was like *nope, you're staying home* so I just stayed here, and im updating now. I still feel like shit. And my blood work is coming in tomarrow so hopefully I'll know whats wrong with me by then. I wanna be normal again, and I wanna be able to go shopping again without being afraid and stuff. And to school too! So I hope she figures out whats wrong with me. I dont know if Im going to school tomarrow. Hope so. Yesterday was a REALLY long day if you cant tell from all that ^! Well im out for now. Buh bye
Love you! Cass
Love you! Cass