May 13, 2004 05:11
Well, sinse the school wont let me go to school then im just stuck here all day again! lol. I couldnt sleep even tho i took tons of Nyquil because i was either too hot, too cold, or my throat hurt too much... just my luck, right? I got on the computer at 4:30AM and ov cors, nobody was on so im just doing this. I have the doctors appointment @ 8:00AM and its way across town! Then after my butties get home from school im gonna hang out with them probly, cause thats the highlight of my day. Last night fred was drunk again throwing a fit. one time he was so drunk he went in the backyard and started peuking all over the lawn and he layed there all day, we didnt even help him up cuz he deserves it, then antoher time he was really drunk and he was outside drinking and he goes to get up and busts his nose and then blood went everywhere. Im so lucky to have a family like this, dont you think so? Randy, my great uncle is helping my gramma and mom to move somewhere over where he lives so i'll be going to hillcrest or mountain ridge because fred and gramma are 'going through a divorce' yeah right... she says that all the time and talks shit about him all the time but ends up staying with him, and doing what he says like shes his slave. I tell you, through all the shit i've seen in the past 13 or 14 years, i have enough knowledge to do different than most of my family has. The only successful people are my great aunt and great uncle, randy and linda, they're like millionares because they have their own broker business... and then everyone in oklahoma has a nice, simple life to live... thats why i always want to go down there just for the peace and family. Why's everyone happy except for me? I miss my mom :( only 6 more days til Vegas, and i'm leaving this shithole the entire summer in Vegas, Hawaii, Rocky Point, and Oklahoma. David is giving me mucho dinero when we go to Vegas! I love to think about how great my life could be if i lived away from fred. It'll happen sooner or later. 5 years and im out!