reflection on my life... small kine...
It's normal to get along wit certain people better than others. It's normal to assume. It's normal to judge. Jus can't hate a person for who he is, hate da life he went thru. Can't judge until we have lived the life he has lived cause that has made him the way he is.
" once it touches my heart... it will stay there forever "
confused...
but about a good thing...
It's been exactly 2 years to the month... and i still remember in my heart. I can only vaguely recall the many times in my life in which i've experienced true happiness... cause memories fade... the moments are ephemeral, they don't last. It's as if they were a dream. The memories are shaky, but the feelings remain. I can still feel it. Everytime i think about those times... i can't help but smile. The feelings are still there...strong as they ever were. I feel it in my body... and my heart. And i know that it's true. Not many things are... but da heart never lies... the mind does, but not the heart... can't confuse the two.
I remember the two worse nites of my life. Both occured on Guam. I cried my eyes out... [ The nite/mornin i was to board the plane and move to Hawaii... leavin all my braddas and sistas behind. Pick up and leave jus like that. No one expected it,.. not even me. But yeah that's how things went down and I had to deal with it. I can't and will never forget the look on my best friend's/little sister's face... the look as if i was leaving her forever. That shet hurt me bad. Cause i've always been resposible for lookin out for her... But it's only made her and me a stronger person. (* Tanks again to everyone who came to see me off. I will never forget that. It means a lot to me *) It's changed me a lot... but from it i've learned to embrace change. ] [ The nite before we were to see my good friend off at the airport... can't talk bout this one... jus can't... ]
Jus can't believe i still feel da things i do... keeps me going in life... the only thing i got. The only thing that's truly my own. The only thing i can fall back on when i'm goin thru some tuff shet... is all i'm tryin to say...
" once it touches my heart... it will stay there forever "
confused...
but about a good thing...
It's been exactly 2 years to the month... and i still remember in my heart. I can only vaguely recall the many times in my life in which i've experienced true happiness... cause memories fade... the moments are ephemeral, they don't last. It's as if they were a dream. The memories are shaky, but the feelings remain. I can still feel it. Everytime i think about those times... i can't help but smile. The feelings are still there...strong as they ever were. I feel it in my body... and my heart. And i know that it's true. Not many things are... but da heart never lies... the mind does, but not the heart... can't confuse the two.
I remember the two worse nites of my life. Both occured on Guam. I cried my eyes out... [ The nite/mornin i was to board the plane and move to Hawaii... leavin all my braddas and sistas behind. Pick up and leave jus like that. No one expected it,.. not even me. But yeah that's how things went down and I had to deal with it. I can't and will never forget the look on my best friend's/little sister's face... the look as if i was leaving her forever. That shet hurt me bad. Cause i've always been resposible for lookin out for her... But it's only made her and me a stronger person. (* Tanks again to everyone who came to see me off. I will never forget that. It means a lot to me *) It's changed me a lot... but from it i've learned to embrace change. ] [ The nite before we were to see my good friend off at the airport... can't talk bout this one... jus can't... ]
Jus can't believe i still feel da things i do... keeps me going in life... the only thing i got. The only thing that's truly my own. The only thing i can fall back on when i'm goin thru some tuff shet... is all i'm tryin to say...