quick 6.
1. i really need to stop being so blasé about things. i can tell that this is a short road to ruin.
2. i don't know why it's so hard for me to just feel and not be scared of it.
3. speaking of which, i miss you. i just don't know how to say things.
4. i need to get back to writing, music, reading, and working out.
5. i hate being here, i really do.
6. i am my own downfall -- i see things and i think i know how they're going to turn out, but do stupid shit anyways. i may never know why.
2. i don't know why it's so hard for me to just feel and not be scared of it.
3. speaking of which, i miss you. i just don't know how to say things.
4. i need to get back to writing, music, reading, and working out.
5. i hate being here, i really do.
6. i am my own downfall -- i see things and i think i know how they're going to turn out, but do stupid shit anyways. i may never know why.