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Sep 29, 2003 21:17

im mad.
its fine if someone wants to think im ugly. whatever. it doesnt make me feel HAPPY and i WORRY about it of course, but ill move on eventually.
it just really pisses me off when a friend of mine's STEP DAD thinks im UGLY and calls me "the ugly one" when he's freakin drunk... just because he is some weenie 36 year old man that the only way he thinks his kids can freakin respect him is by beating them needs to grow some damn confidence and quit being so immature. he has no right to go into anything that he said, i wasnt even THERE, and when i had been there i was VERY nice even when he put his ARM around me...his freakin 5'4 body. no WONDER he hits his kids...he is so freaking idiotic its unbelievable.

some people just shouldnt be alive. seriously, is he INSANE? i hate him. i hated him the first time i met him knowing everything i knew, yet i was still nice and respectful, yet he is still himself and a huge ass. HOW is that capable of happening. im so mad, ive been thinking about this since lunch.
please. kill me now.
who cares if im ugly. there are ugly people in the world, move on. it isnt like he is attractive. 5'4. IM TALLER THAN THAT. what an idiot. short shit as my dad would say. all men like that have their damn little man complex. i hate it.
its amazing, i was talking to becky about this the other day, how she can be so nice even though they've been so mean to her. its like when you hit a dog, the dog becomes mean. im so shocked that she is so unbelievable and i love her. no one deserves being abused, verbally or physically.

i hate that man and i wish he would die. i dont even care frankly if that is wrong to wish him to die. you DONT say ANYTHING like he said that night to or about someone. i hate him i hate him i hate him and i wish the fucking pussy would die. and you KNOW thats exactly what he is and i hate him. he deserves nothing he has. his freaking DRUGness.

kill me. please.

i picked up my dress today from the cleaners, it looks sexy but those idiots put safety pins on it and there are holes. jerks. yeah, and uhm i got some jewelry and crap. we spent forever at the at&t store this afternoon...we went back twice, then we looked at car stereos in sound track and went to starbucks and 7-ll. WERD. im sleepy. i didnt do any homework yet....and i still havent talked to kelsi, but i plan to be home every day after school this week except homecoming game on fri...ill probably be gone all night. UHM i love you all and beware of weenie short men that have bad complexes. PEACE
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