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i'm pretty much not doing so hot right now. I have a paper to write, due at 1:00 tomorrow, which won't be hard...
except for the fact that i can't stop crying.
kathia just came in to do homework and she tried to give me hickie, and i pushed her off so upset with her and so angry and now i just can't stop crying. this isn't healthy and it isn't productive. I feel like going home and i just want to go back to the home that has been sleeping next to me for months, but i feel so lost. i can't find any right way home. all i want is to be happy and to be okay. i'm so exhausted and mentally charred that i'm just gone. i'm so gone. i can't even make a nice, simple sentence.
i want to go home.
i dream of december
all i remember
snow and tears pouring down on me.
except for the fact that i can't stop crying.
kathia just came in to do homework and she tried to give me hickie, and i pushed her off so upset with her and so angry and now i just can't stop crying. this isn't healthy and it isn't productive. I feel like going home and i just want to go back to the home that has been sleeping next to me for months, but i feel so lost. i can't find any right way home. all i want is to be happy and to be okay. i'm so exhausted and mentally charred that i'm just gone. i'm so gone. i can't even make a nice, simple sentence.
i want to go home.
i dream of december
all i remember
snow and tears pouring down on me.