THE BIG DAY
OKAY TO THE 2 FUCKERS WHO READ MY SHIT........IT'S THE BIG DAY TRANSPLANT DAY YEAH!!!! He's doing great just so you know. God is going to pull us through this time of hardship(never used that word before). We are said to come home June 8 which I know seems a lifetime away but it's worth it to hold Dylan again at home. Hes naked now sleeping peter all hard...jk he has a diaper on, but hes loving the no clothes thing. Arms over his head...snoring. I'm scared and excited about the transplant. Josh cant make it..he's sick so big momma is coming up. Dylan has hives super gross but I kissed them better then he smacked me mean little shit. Speaking of which I feel a shit coming on. It's one of those hard ones that feels heavy on your asshole. lmao.......ahh good times. Anyhow. I have to go!! and GO. Then sleep I have a big day ahead of me.. as does Dylan. PRAY Amie.. I'm stealing your shit........Dear God..Grant Dylan the courage to go on in life. Give his little body healing Lord. Give me power to make him happy as I'm able. Touch his body every night Lord do your work . You said those who believe shall receive in prayer their needs. I need healing for my baby. I know healing can be in death or life, but give him life. I promise to take care of him God I promise to be a good mom to him. I want to know his favorite color his fears..his dreams. I want him to grow near to you and do his life through you word something I never did. You have my attention and my eyes are focused on you...Grant me my one wish in life to grow old with Dylan...