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the future is an absolutely terrifying prospect.
i don't ever want to be old and unhappy.
i want to find a purpose to my life, where i can wake up every morning and go out and enjoy my life and help people and honestly say when i die that i made a positive difference in the world.
and i want to be close to those i love.
i wish i had a clearly defined passion of some form. it would make choosing a major and some sort of future much easier. right now i feel like i'm just floating through life purposeless, taking each day as it comes and promptly forgetting it as it passes, giving no thought to the next.
who am i? i have no idea. scary.
i don't know where all this came from. call it pensive thoughts on the eve of my second half of freshman year at college.
see you all in springtime or so.
love.
i don't ever want to be old and unhappy.
i want to find a purpose to my life, where i can wake up every morning and go out and enjoy my life and help people and honestly say when i die that i made a positive difference in the world.
and i want to be close to those i love.
i wish i had a clearly defined passion of some form. it would make choosing a major and some sort of future much easier. right now i feel like i'm just floating through life purposeless, taking each day as it comes and promptly forgetting it as it passes, giving no thought to the next.
who am i? i have no idea. scary.
i don't know where all this came from. call it pensive thoughts on the eve of my second half of freshman year at college.
see you all in springtime or so.
love.