WTF is my problem today???
I dont know what my problem is today! i really dont...if you dont know the story my cousin had a seziere (spelling?) last week, then i got in a fight with my boyfriend, then i had to put my cat to sleep (who I've had since I was 3), then i had to stand at Danceline try-outs....well that was my wk from hell. This was last week and on top of that i was majorly PMSin (if thats TMI...sry...it adds character!)
Well my Chris came spent the wkend with me and thank God for that! He's put up with a lot out of me and it amazes me that he does...he's such a good guy, I dont slways give him the credit he deserves. Basically everyone else told me to write off my cat, Hurricane (she was a hyper baby) bc she wasnt a child, just a cat. Well...when uve had her since u were 3...u kinda get attached. He was the only person who actually listened to me and let me loss it but he also helped me keep myself composed. If that makes any sense. hes a good guy...hes really is. I dont know what I could ever do for him that would compare to how good he is to me. I've been in a really needy phase this wk...mainly bc of last week but its not like me...im very independent and i feel bad for him bc i think its gettin on his nerves. for that im sry. Lets get it stragight...hes wonderful but hes not an angel. ;-) hes done his share of shit but hes worth it. I guess i hope he feels the same way about me. Ive had a real strong gut feeling that somethin is wrong and i guess that adds to my needy phase but he wouldnt have come down and been there for me that much if somethin was wrong. So i dont know what my problem this wk is but i dont like it and i dont know how to get over it or how long it will last. I really want to get back to bein friends with chris....not the complticated, needy g/f ive been this wk. i just hope he understands that this is a phase and i will get over it. We can get back to bein the stupid, goofy friends we started out as. We have a very....lighthearted relationship I guess....we can easily be in a fight and be fuckin with each other the next...adn once again thank God for that. I think as long as we are friends we'll work....bc we really work in a strange way. Maybe thats part of my bad gut feeling.....we arent "friends" this wk....i feel like Andi from "How to lose a guy in 10 days" hehe....good Lord this thing helps me think everything out...lol i should have discovered this a long time ago. but oh well....i guess ill write tommorow! HAVE A GREAT DAY!! AND IF U HAVE ANY ADVICE>>>LEAVE ME A COMMENT!!
~Danyelle
Well my Chris came spent the wkend with me and thank God for that! He's put up with a lot out of me and it amazes me that he does...he's such a good guy, I dont slways give him the credit he deserves. Basically everyone else told me to write off my cat, Hurricane (she was a hyper baby) bc she wasnt a child, just a cat. Well...when uve had her since u were 3...u kinda get attached. He was the only person who actually listened to me and let me loss it but he also helped me keep myself composed. If that makes any sense. hes a good guy...hes really is. I dont know what I could ever do for him that would compare to how good he is to me. I've been in a really needy phase this wk...mainly bc of last week but its not like me...im very independent and i feel bad for him bc i think its gettin on his nerves. for that im sry. Lets get it stragight...hes wonderful but hes not an angel. ;-) hes done his share of shit but hes worth it. I guess i hope he feels the same way about me. Ive had a real strong gut feeling that somethin is wrong and i guess that adds to my needy phase but he wouldnt have come down and been there for me that much if somethin was wrong. So i dont know what my problem this wk is but i dont like it and i dont know how to get over it or how long it will last. I really want to get back to bein friends with chris....not the complticated, needy g/f ive been this wk. i just hope he understands that this is a phase and i will get over it. We can get back to bein the stupid, goofy friends we started out as. We have a very....lighthearted relationship I guess....we can easily be in a fight and be fuckin with each other the next...adn once again thank God for that. I think as long as we are friends we'll work....bc we really work in a strange way. Maybe thats part of my bad gut feeling.....we arent "friends" this wk....i feel like Andi from "How to lose a guy in 10 days" hehe....good Lord this thing helps me think everything out...lol i should have discovered this a long time ago. but oh well....i guess ill write tommorow! HAVE A GREAT DAY!! AND IF U HAVE ANY ADVICE>>>LEAVE ME A COMMENT!!
~Danyelle