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I had the scariest dream the other night... this was the same night that I cried until my face was swollen. It started with me laying in bed crying... damn imagine that. Anyways, so I'm crying and then I notice that I have a razor blade in my hand. I start cutting my arm and then I slit my wrist and I started crying more and more. I called Joshy and all I could say was "Joshy, I don't want to die!" I said it over and over. What the fuck? I was so freaked out when I woke up I didn't know what to think. Why would I dream soemthing like that.... well I know why. I was fucking depressed but to have a suicide dream thats fucked up. I never want to dream that again. I think Joshy thinks that I'm a crazy bitch! I don't blame him. Anyways... I need to talk to Joshy!!
Not to mention that its 85 below zero in our house so my feet are frozen. I hate being cold. When I have on so many layers of clothes that I can hardly move thats too much. I hope they fix it soon
Not to mention that its 85 below zero in our house so my feet are frozen. I hate being cold. When I have on so many layers of clothes that I can hardly move thats too much. I hope they fix it soon