Jan 25, 2004 00:16
The past couple of days have been really busy. I've been going nonstop since Wednesday. I hate staying up all night and sleeping all day... but that's what I do now. I stay up all night talking to Joshy on the phone and then I'm so tired that I can't get out of bed until at least 2 or 3. I'm not complaining because I like talking to him but it's wearing me out. I need to go to bed early so that I have some energy. Anyways, I'm really excited because my sister is in town with the Specail Olympics and tomorrow she is going to be at the bowling alley. Before I go to work I'm going to go by to see all my kids. Hillary is a unified bowler, which means she bowls on a team with a specail needs child. It's really fun I did it when I was in high school. I loved it. She makes me so proud! I miss her alot. I'm so tired... I need to sleep!!!
Last night on our way to Ian's show I was really horny and I can't seem to get past it. I hate that because we all know what that means.... I'm not going to go into detail. Anyways, it sucks and I wish Joshy were here!! Usually there are a thousand things running through my head at a time and most of the time sex is a big part of what im thinking about. I know it's realy gross and not very ladylike but I can't help it. Nothing seems to help.. I need to get laid.... thats it I know that would make me feel better!! I hate life right now. I'm tired and horny... shit I just need to go to sleep...