FUCK! NOT AGAIN!
yes the time has come again for me to be depressed!!! i hate it so much and i hate myself too! everything is getting so stressful, school, home, boys, parents, friends, life!! man all im tryna do is pass english 3 AP right now and then everything else will fall into place. but im so scare because if i dont everything will mess up and go down hill from there. well at least my 17th birthday is coming up but i dont feel to excited about that. i guess cuz its nothing really big to me. i need to take my driver's liscence test 2. well this weekend sucked sweaty ass because i spent the weekend in the house waiting for NOTHING! i think i was waiting to killmyslef! maybe i just need somebody to cheer me up. well this weezer song im listening to right now rocks so download it. oh yeapatrick pissed me off today because he hung up in my face and said he didnt like me anymore. so i took him serioously and texted him back and was like are u just playing and he said yea. and i hate it when people play with me like that because it really pisses me off because im so gullible. that was so immature of him an it made it even worse because im already tense/ddepressed/stressed! maybe i should find someone who doesent play agmes.WELL I GUESS ILL TALK TO YOU GUYS WHENEVER........BUT ID RATHER BE
THAN
THAN