a problem in the avocado state
i weighed 90lbs when i left the states and maintained that weight even with all the cheese i consumed in Paris. and it wasn't such a problem when i returned to the continent. I ate pasta and snacked on many slices of pizza practically every day in New York and saw little to no difference. sure, i sometimes slept with a little bump in my tum, but it went away the very next morning. BUT, as soon as i landed in California, i landed 10lbs heavier and felt like with every step i took, the earth shook. i don't know what it is about this state, but it bloats me. i've been avoiding my favorite pair of cheap mondays; they are somewhere hidden deep inside the bowels of my closet because i know itll depress the hell out of me if i cant button it without my stomaching hanging to my knees. well, at least it hasn't reached my toes, but at this rate, who knows. i feel unhealthy and am ashamed of myself for eating such bad food this past year. i need to incorporate less food so grossly saturated in lord knows what, thatll prob send me to an early grave. im swearing off processed foods, bad fats, and going to read up on healthy eating.
life throw me a bone, already.
life throw me a bone, already.