Too soon old, Smart too late!!!
25, 25, 25
and yeah, still alive
...well really??
by human definition??
maybe....who knows.
Could this be my only shot??
Am I blowing it??
Swollen eyes and a progressively fusing spine
reminders of repeating ticking time
Eventually at some point,
you begin to ask yourself...
"Are you here to learn the lessons
or are you here to give them."
I haven't figured that one out yet
and I suspect I won't any time soon.
I dream of all the ways
I could be living my life
and have yet to pick one.
I can't
Don't want to...
I should...
Should I???
Why should I?
Does it matter?
and to who
Me?
You?
Mind your business
I mind mine!
The only thing I know for now
is what I feel I "think" I want!
But if I "think" I want something,
Do I really even want it at all??
Nothing hurts
I guess that is why my chest
feels the way it does.
Sad, sad, sad....
No this is beautiful.
and yeah, still alive
...well really??
by human definition??
maybe....who knows.
Could this be my only shot??
Am I blowing it??
Swollen eyes and a progressively fusing spine
reminders of repeating ticking time
Eventually at some point,
you begin to ask yourself...
"Are you here to learn the lessons
or are you here to give them."
I haven't figured that one out yet
and I suspect I won't any time soon.
I dream of all the ways
I could be living my life
and have yet to pick one.
I can't
Don't want to...
I should...
Should I???
Why should I?
Does it matter?
and to who
Me?
You?
Mind your business
I mind mine!
The only thing I know for now
is what I feel I "think" I want!
But if I "think" I want something,
Do I really even want it at all??
Nothing hurts
I guess that is why my chest
feels the way it does.
Sad, sad, sad....
No this is beautiful.