Nervous for good reason.

[yelizarovo]

Please God please let me have this job. Please let this be a part of my future, a small step in the larger picture. If this is not supposed to be, then what is? What am I being prepared for? What lesson am I being taught? Where and what am I being pushed to?. I'm scared ok, I get it. The point is made, if there is one to be made.

I want this job.

This is going to be another sleepless night. ugh!

This is getting bad, I really think I'm losing my mind!

For real.