Does it read Lj???
Once again I am tampering with my future and of course there is a big chance it will blow up in my face. What is the right thing to do? What direction am I supposed to go in? What am I supposed to do? It seems as if everything I've tried or done so far has been wrong, so how am I not supposed to fear every decision that I make now. I fear every minute and every second that I am awake and conscious. I am a fool and I have short comings galore, I know but I am still here...still kicking. Send some help my way please. I'm climbing the ladder but am I climbing in the right direction? Could I be losing which way is up?