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[yeliab]

earlier in life i struggled with thoughts of the future,
now i struggle with thoughts of the past

its seems there will come a point in my life when i have nothing more to look foward to in the future,
only a past to struggle with and sort out.

now i understand why my grandfather drinks.
simply to stop thinking about the past.

i dont want to get old.
i dont want the dreams to end.