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i never want to have to go through this again..
i have to prove that i'm still worthy of this
i need to find mai motivation... somehow i lost it in all this crap
wut's stopping me from being the best i can be?
i wish i knew the answer, n i wish i knew how to fight this
but the sad n unfortunate truth is that i need to find the answer..n soon
cuz if i find it too late, i can say goodbye to this portion of mai life
i have to find a way...to do all this. i knoe i can
i just have to find mai way again...somehow
GAH y does this have to b so effin hard WHYYYYYYYY
if u only knew the true extent of how im feelin rite now...
i thought i hit a low b4 but this is much worse..much much worse
can i admit to all of u wut's happening? HELL NO
i don't even want to admit it maiself..bcuz its too embarrassing
n angering of course.
i have to prove that i'm still worthy of this
i need to find mai motivation... somehow i lost it in all this crap
wut's stopping me from being the best i can be?
i wish i knew the answer, n i wish i knew how to fight this
but the sad n unfortunate truth is that i need to find the answer..n soon
cuz if i find it too late, i can say goodbye to this portion of mai life
i have to find a way...to do all this. i knoe i can
i just have to find mai way again...somehow
GAH y does this have to b so effin hard WHYYYYYYYY
if u only knew the true extent of how im feelin rite now...
i thought i hit a low b4 but this is much worse..much much worse
can i admit to all of u wut's happening? HELL NO
i don't even want to admit it maiself..bcuz its too embarrassing
n angering of course.