Even the snow doesn't make it better.

Nov 23, 2010 07:55

Negative.

Fuck.

I really thought, being this late, that I might be pregnant. I had a good hard cry this morning already. I have nothing planned outside of the house today (which is good because the roads are covered in ice) so I plan on completely wallowing in self-pity until evening. I'll do chores, watch bad tv, cry a bit more and then put this behind me.

I'm never this late. So where the fuck is my period? I'm usually perfectly regular. This is the only thing that will continue to make me nervous once I've gotten over the BFN. What is happening to my cycles? My NP won't test my hormone levels again unless I do the Clom.id challenge again. I only have two more rounds of Clom.id left that I'm allowed and I'm not ready to do those cycles yet. (I'm never going to do Clom.id in winter. I have way too much seasonal depression to mess with my hormones until spring.) I guess I'll just have to wait and hope that this cycle is just a fluke.

snow, ttc, winter, clomid, depression, bfn, infertility

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