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I’ve been in a perpetual state of blah. I feel like a high school emo kid. I always think way too far into the future and it sets me up for poohness. When things go in a bad direction and ruin things that I was planning/thinking about I get really sad. And it lasts a while. Cause you know me I loooove to plan so I do it for silly things way ahead of time. ::le sigh::