It's late, my motrin wore off, so now its time to rant!
For like the first time in almost a year, I used my desktop computer in my room (I was transferring music/date between that and my laptop). During that I got bored, browsed my computer and stumbled upon old saved conversations starting from my junior year of high school. I mean, I guess they were just 2, 2.5 years ago...but man how things have changed. None of my relationships with any of those people are the same. I saved most of the conversations because at the time they were special to me, and now I'm not even friends with most of the people I conversed with. Even my constants--childhood friends or best friends--are different, and while I am still good friends with them I can no longer confide whatever I want in them, even if they confide in me. So, I pretty much have all "hang out" friends, which I suppose is better than some people but it just doesn't satisfy me right now.
Hmm, maybe this is why I usually stayed in Ann Arbor whenever I could during the school year. I can't believe I'm actually eager to get the fall semester of college started. Like wow, am I going crazy or something? -_-
It seems as if I always rant in these nowadays. Haha someday, I'll post some good news in here
and it will shock whoever still has one of these things. I guess on the plus side of looking through old conversations that got me dwelling on the past (and slightly raised my blood pressure), I was able to finally break away from some old cobwebs.
Hmm, maybe this is why I usually stayed in Ann Arbor whenever I could during the school year. I can't believe I'm actually eager to get the fall semester of college started. Like wow, am I going crazy or something? -_-
It seems as if I always rant in these nowadays. Haha someday, I'll post some good news in here
and it will shock whoever still has one of these things. I guess on the plus side of looking through old conversations that got me dwelling on the past (and slightly raised my blood pressure), I was able to finally break away from some old cobwebs.