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[yeech]

I am not: whole
I hurt: all over, inside and out
I love: the unattanable
I hate: the people who make my feel like I do, myslef inclueded
I fear: not understanding who I am
I forget: having fun earlier as soon as I'm alone
I remember: how much it hurt
I imagine: that I'm someone else
I hope: I don't feel like this forever
I crave: a happy ending
I regret: nothing, everything as a reason
I care: not as much as I should
I always: avoid being honest
I feel alone: practiacly all the time
I listen: to my music too loud
I hide: things that I don't know how to express
I pretend: I'm ok
I drive: not my career
I sing: at the top of my lungs
I cry: over the past
I destroy: most of the chances I have to be close to people
I dance: like a fully sick Muzza
I write: stories that I wish I could escape into
I wake: hope that today will be better
I breathe: slowly
I play: boxhead
I venture: but i stay in the same place
I find: out things that I thinnk I should try to forget
I miss: what it used to be like
I kiss: too many people
I succeed: in fucking things up
I search: for something that will complete me
I learn: things I don't like about myself almost daily
I feel: over-come
I know: that I've made myself this way
I joke: about my life
I say: things that are diplomatic
I change: yet, i stay very musch the same
I dream: way too much
I believe: i don't know if I do anymore
I want: answers to my questions
I wish: I had some sort of direction
I am: _____________