Lost
Today I got up for school , got in my truck and went to IRCC and started to feel like shit and wouldn't you know it I went home and I have gotten sick from my brother ... this shit fucking blows ... so for some reason I didn't go to my sisters house I was going to but I didn't ... I feel so out of it ... not even out of it just really lost like I don't know where I am and how I feel ... I just feel lost and crazy ... I don't know what to do ... should I cry , I feel like I should but then again I don't know what I am crying for ... SHIT ... I miss my Jo and all you guys ... I think I need to go back to the doctor and get put on something but then again I don't want to because I feel like I am going to be someone else in my body and it's not going to be me ... I need help ... I'm going crazy ... I need something or someone to cry to and they wouldn't think that I am a werido ... Well I guess I am going to go and I am going to try to make the show tomorrow night ... If I don't come .. Good Luck to all of you guys ... play your hearts out ... xoxoxox .... D