at an end
darryl,
this is pointless, it has been three weeks since i talke dto you! three weeks! and that wasnt even a conversation that was me being shocked a chick answered your phone! Im not dealing with this anymore. I had been debateing it in my mind and I finally made the decision of it being over. I thought we could handle it but, looking at the big picture, it isnt going to work. I want a relationship with someone, not a statement. I have the feeling you feel the same way and just dont want to say it which, in my opinion is cowardly but ok whatever. I realized how right I was last night when you got online. I realized that it wasnt just that your computer wasntnot working, like i had been telling myself, but that you were just avoiding talking to me. WOW. I make up to many excuses for guys and I shouldnt have to put up with it. So im not going to. You of all people should know that, you told me that when i was with nach, but i guess that is just history now. I guess this is my last email to you. I wish you the best, i really do and I really dont have any bad feeling towards you. Im sorry things happened like this and I really regret it because you were one of the very few friends I still have from my days at Judson, but Oh well, I guess some friendships are meant to go away, and with that Im out.
Lacey
this is pointless, it has been three weeks since i talke dto you! three weeks! and that wasnt even a conversation that was me being shocked a chick answered your phone! Im not dealing with this anymore. I had been debateing it in my mind and I finally made the decision of it being over. I thought we could handle it but, looking at the big picture, it isnt going to work. I want a relationship with someone, not a statement. I have the feeling you feel the same way and just dont want to say it which, in my opinion is cowardly but ok whatever. I realized how right I was last night when you got online. I realized that it wasnt just that your computer wasntnot working, like i had been telling myself, but that you were just avoiding talking to me. WOW. I make up to many excuses for guys and I shouldnt have to put up with it. So im not going to. You of all people should know that, you told me that when i was with nach, but i guess that is just history now. I guess this is my last email to you. I wish you the best, i really do and I really dont have any bad feeling towards you. Im sorry things happened like this and I really regret it because you were one of the very few friends I still have from my days at Judson, but Oh well, I guess some friendships are meant to go away, and with that Im out.
Lacey