Waiting for You (널 기다리며) Kibum: Chapter Four
~ WARNING THIS CHAPTER IS QUITE LONG EVEN THOUGH I ONLY POSTED HALF OF THE CHAPTER AND HAS A HORRIBLE LAYOUT AND SPACING BECAUSE IT WAS JUST WAY TO MUCH TO EDIT IN THE LITTLE BOX THEY GIVE.
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Title: Waiting for You (널 기다리며) Kibum...
Word Count: 2,658
Main Pairing: Yesung+ Kibum= YeBum or Kisung whichever you prefer...,
Sub-pairings: KangTeuk, HanChul, KyuMin, EunHae, Qmi, HenWook, YeWook...YeWon(?) OC.
Genre: Au, Romance, Fluff (maybe?), Friendship, Drama, Immature-ness and a slight Angst.
Rating: PG 13
Warning: Smut, Curse Words, Delirious Fangirl's Stalker-ish Tendencies, Love...Just read it.
Summary:
Curling into a fetal position and crying silently for Sungmin...pleading for him to not give up on him.'>
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Chapter Four
I woke up from my nap sitting up as I brought my hand to my mouth to stifle a yawn.
"Ouch!"
I yelped, staring at my hand in bewilderment at the sudden throbbing pain.
It was Swollen with a crimson tint and a bruised purple hue undertone; A shoe mark literally imprinted on the back of it.
'So the dream I had about an eccentric fan girl Stomping all over me was real?'
Choosing to ignore the pain at the moment and check the time on my phone, I noted that I had been asleep for at least 2 hours and 20 minutes, So I had been here a Total of 5 hours and 30 minutes.
I'm Usually passive and I've never really been the kind of person to complain about circumstances...yet I am a person and right now
I wasn't in the best mood seeing as how I'm occluded from entering the dorm, Tired and My hand swollen to a size that it very much resembles a deformed tomato .
It was a little past over 10pm and I had no clue when the others would return so I decided to check into a hotel and come back early in the morning.
I sluggishly picked myself up from the floor, rotating my head as I loosened up the stiff muscles on my neck, making a mental note to never sleep on the floor again.
Before turning around, Bending over and hoisting up my luggage that consisted of a Suit Case, a Duffle Bag and a Backpack.
Straightening Myself up again; I found myself
Face to Face...
or Face to Poster...
with the area of the wall that I had been leaning against for hours.
'When did this get here? I'm pretty sure that wasn't their before.'
My Eyes widening when my brain started to discern Who and What I was looking at.
~*~*~
The girl watched, hidden from view as the Oppa's face contorted into a Dumbfounded expression, She could see his Adam apple moving...She could just imagine that his mouth felt dry and he was swallowing a nonexistent lump, His Cheeks flushing and Unconsciously licking his lips.
The girl bit her own lips trying to suppress a giggle that was threatening to spill out.
'Hehe , Oppa's funny if only he could see his face Now!...I take it he loves his "Welcoming" gift.'
All Right! You caught her...You happy now?
Besides being an
Eccentric, Slightly Crazy, Overly Vigorous, Hyped-Up-On-Too-Much-Sugar, Delirious, Fangirl...
She was Possibly a tad bit Perverted...
just a tad...
but come on! who could blame her when she was surrounded by so many Incredibly Smoking Hot Talented Oppas.
It was time for Super Junior to be back and right on schedule she heard the smothered familiar voices coming from the elevator.
"Please, Please, Please... Heechul-Hyung! Come with me just this once to go see all the wonderful fishies...You know you want to~ huh huh huh...I Beg Of You!!!"
Quickly she Scurried to her own apartment closing the door drowning out their voices, right as the elevator opened.
Tripping over a shoe and face-planting on the floor, groaning as she flipped herself over, got back on her feet and made her way into her room stopping in front of a Concealed Object,
Reaching her hand out as she grasped the sheet and pulled in one fluid movement the sheet sliding elegantly to the ground...
Revealing a Tall Easel and A Magnificently Large Water-Colored Canvas only Half-Complete but it was still Breathtaking and Pulchritudinous.
Running her finger over the Unfinished Portrait before letting out a doleful sigh and recovering the Painting.
Thinking back to what she had done...but it was the only way to bring Life and That smile back on to her Muse's face...So he can be happy andecanshe could complete her Work of Art.
'I had to be sure Kibum-ssi Oppa...
That you actually liked him but
time will only tell if your are the one for My Angel-Voiced Inspiration,
Don't worry though I'll Help you'
With a smile on her face she plopped down on her bed, Popped a Sugar in coated Sour Apple Lollipop into her mouth and stared up at the clouds painted on the ceiling as she started scheming up a plan.
~*~*~
As I looked at the poster,
I felt really hot and stuffy all of a sudden.
My mouth felt dry and parched and without thinking I swallowed a nonexistent lump,
Unconsciously liking my lips.
Oh The Irony of it all...
How I found Myself face to face with A full body picture of Yesung; Eyes Leveled with a very...
Prominent and Protruding "private" area.
At that moment I hear shuffling, banging, and a lot of yelling.
I tried to Pry my gaze from the intoxicating view in front of me but it was to no avail.
All I could do was stand there and will myself to look away, hoping I didn't get caught drooling over Yesung's Bulge.
~*~*~
"No Hae, For the last fucking time there is no way in Heaven or Hell that I would take or accompany you to go look at boring Sea-things at the Aqmi-E-Um I Have better things to do... SO SHUT UP ABOUT IT!!!!!"
"Heechul, don't speak to Donghae like that! Your hurting his feelings and its "Aquarium" not "Aqmi-E-Um."
"Yah, Leeteuk don't tell me what to do Just Because Your only 9 days older than me! And stop acting like a Know-It-All!
Hmph, I'll pronounce it Aqmi-E-Um if I wanna...Right Kyuhyun?
"Yup" replied a disinterested voice the sound of shooting and blaring coming out of his PSP device.
"See Teukie, My Evil Apprentice agrees with me................
Okay, Okay I'll Play nice just tell your oversized Dog to stop glaring at me."
"Heechul-Hyung..." Kangin remarked with a warning tone.
"HAE!" Heechul cut off Kangin and quickly turned his attention towards Donghae.
"Since Hyung Loves you so much...
How about instead of taking you to the "Aqmi-E-Um" to look at the fish,
I'll Buy you your very own Fishy.
Hmm, What do you say?
Would like that?
I have the most perfect fish in mind!
let's get a Piranha...They're really nice and love to be petted...
Isn't that cool Donghae-ah a fish you can pet!"
Heechul said in a creepy, sickenly, sweet voice.
"Really Hyung, You'll do that for me! Yes Please, I'll Love you forever!" Donghae squealed like a child, his excitement carrying out throughout the halls.
"Hae-ah...what about me...?" Eunhyuk said sniffling.
"Omo! Don't cry my Anchovy! I take it back I'll only love you forever and ever!" Donghae cried panicking.
"Quit the crybaby act, you smelly Monkey."snorted Kyuhyun before turning his attention towards Donghae.
"Don't be a moron Fish Face, who in their right minds would ever consider petting a Piranha , If You want to keep those fingers of yours I suggest you don't do that."
Kyuhyun admonished in a sarcastic tone, returning his attention back to his PSP before yelping out in pain as Sungmin knocked it out of his hands and pushed him towards the wall before he stormed off walking ahead of everybody.
"Sungmin-ah Apologize to Kyu this instant For Pushing him that was rude and out of you character."Leeteuk Chided.
"Don't Wanna! If he wasn't such an asshole, I'd apologize." Sungmin yelled much closer now.
~*~*~
Snapping out of my trance I quickly ripped the poster of the wall stuffing it into my backpack just as Sungmin turned the corner.
He froze when he saw me, small M-shape lips forming into that sweet toothy bunny smile and in a blink of an eye he launched at me
"KIBUM-AH, YOUR BACK!!!!!" he squealed pulling me into a bunny-hug, I couldn't help but smile and wrap my arms around him.
All the members piling into the Corridor one by one, it was a miracle they all fit.
Suddenly it hit me how much I actually missed them, Soon I found myself in the center of a very suffocating group hug.
Excluding two people.
One of them younger than myself, a very obvious glower filled with jealousy aimed at me.
I smirked at him, tightening my grip on Sungmin, Making him narrow his eyes to slits.
I knew I was provoking him, still though maybe if he thinks he has competition he'll step up the game and stop kissing Zhoumi.
Sungmin is one to be treasured, not pushed aside like he has no significance.
Kyuhyun needs to stop acting like a spoiled child afraid of commitment and realize it before it's too late.
Taking into account that sooner or later someone will come along who'll cherish Sungmin and Sweep him off his feet.
Hopefully Sooner...before Sungmin gives up on him.
Fixating my gaze to the other person beside Kyuhyun who's beautifully shaped dark eyes where boring into my own.
My breath hitching as I drunk in Every Curve and Defined Line of his Stunning face and Shapley figure.
All the ruckus and noise of the others fading away, It was as if we were the only two.
Well to me at least.
~*~*~
It didn't last though as I was dragged into the dorm and thrown onto one of the many couches.
Everybody crowding around me as they Bombarded me with questions.
~*~*~
"How was it in the States Kibummie?" Sungmin asked sitting on my lap.
"Uh...It was good I got to see my family and hang out with friends I haven't seen in a while." I answered bringing my arm up, forming a fist and slightly muffling out my words with the back of my wrist; My bad habit making itself known.
"That's good!" They all said in unison.
"So how's your sister and her boyfriend? Last time I visited you in Los Angeles they seemed pretty serious."
Henry asked with curiosity, sitting on the arm chair in front of me, pulling Ryeowook onto his lap and pecking him on the lips.
I cringed as I saw Yesung tense up.
I had discreetly kept my eyes on him the whole time,
I was happy that he chose to stay in the living room with the rest of us instead of going straight to his room and locking the door, and even though he was distancing himself by leaning against the living room entrance away from everybody else.
It made me smile thinking that he stayed cause he missed me...
but I'm always delusional when it comes to Yesung.
"She couldn't be any happier, He proposed to her , They decided to skip the Engagement and Get straight to the Marriage part." I answered Henry trying to keep the smile on my face.
"Really! when is the Wedding?" Ryeowook yelled perking up instantly.
I couldn't help but smile at Ryeowook-Hyung he was just so innocent and excitable, and though I knew Yesung loved him...I couldn't take out my frustrations and Jealousy on Wookie especially when he didn't do anything wrong.
"It's a Couple of months from now Hyung... I'll be returning to the States." I replied cheerfully.
Yesung's head snapped up.
His eyes meeting mine.
I could've sworn I saw something flash in them a grimace appearing on his face; but as soon as it surfaced it vanished his expression falling into his usual Stoic one.
"MUEO?! WHAT?!" Heechul Shrieked, practically squeezing the life out of Heebum. "YOU JUST GOT BACK AND YOUR LEAVING AGAIN?!"
"Kibum-ah~ We thought you where gonna stay with us." EunHae whined.
"You Guys." I Started.
Sungmin pouted at me eyes wide; Readjusting his position on my lap so he could face me.
"Guys~." I Started Again.
"Why Not Sungmin? Let him leave...Unless you want to continue throwing yourself at him." Kyuhyun questioned in a monotonous voice.
"Kyu...?" Sungmin said confusedly, not grasping what he meant.
I focused my attention on Kyuhyun giving him what I hoped was the most frightening glare I could muster.
"What are you trying to say?" Sungmin continued.
"What I'm trying to say...is stop throwing and draping yourself all over Kibum like a wanton Whore." Kyuhyun answered, Glaring back at me...Us.
"Wh...Wha...What?" Sungmin Choked out Surprised tears beginning to form in his eyes.
"YOU. HEARD. ME." Kyuhyun answerd Coldly, but he didn't stop there
"Maybe You Didn't, Are You Dumb and Death Now? Just Because Nobody Wants You doesn't mean you have to through yourself at every available guy...Like a DESPRETE whore."
Kyuhyun snarled Icily, voice filled with contempt.
Sungmin stood up abruptly tears streaming down his face, glaring at Kyuhyun with hurt and a look that could pass for hate before wildly exploding into complete rage.
"WHY SHOULD YOU EVEN CARE WHAT I DO! YOUVE MADE IT CLEAR THAT THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU DONT MATTER AT ALL!
WHAT?!
DO YOU EXPECT ME TO WAIT AROUND FOR YOU LIKE SOME PATHETIC PERSON THAT HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO!
NO, KYUHYUN! THAT IS WHAT YOU CALL DESPERETE...I FOLLOW YOU AROUND LIKE AN OBEDIANT PET!
IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE WAY YOU TREAT ME!
YOU STRING ME ALONG WITH THE LITTLE AMOUNT OF ATTENTION AND CARE THAT YOU GIVE TO ME...."
"AND...AND...WHEN...I.." Sungmin choked out already sobbing uncontrollably at this point.
"AND WHEN I START TO FEEL LIKE YOU JUST MIGHT LIKE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU..."
He cried out wiping furiously at his tears before continuing in a much quieter tone.
"You always ignore me...
you choose your video games and your friends over me...
I Know...I Know...
I'm not as important to you as they are...but
Do You...Do You...
Really have to break my heart so much...I understand Kyuhyun, that you're afraid of commitment but please stop being a coward and say it to my face that you don't want to be in a relationship with me...
Instead of Kissing Zhoumi behind my back...
I can't even count how many times I've seen the two of you together, on both my hands."
I Can't Do This Anymore Kyuhyun...
It's Too Much Work Loving You...
I Give Up."
He whimpered, turning around and running into Ryeowook's room.
All of them were shocked.
Every single one of the members; including Kibum...
Nobody knew how to react...but as always Heechul is the first.
"CHO KYUHYUN!!!!! WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU? WE KNOW YOUR EVIL AND I NORMALLY TOLLERATE IT BECAUSE...WELL I TOUGHT YOU EVERYTHING YOU KNOW...BUT STILL THIS GOES WAY BEYOND YOUR USUAL ANTICS!!!!!!"
Kyuhyun , completely tongue tied for the first time in his life, Stood up and walked into his and Sungmin's shared room.
Ignoring the person who was screeching at him.
Who it was he didn't know, all he knew was that he needed to be away from everything and everyone before he broke down and when he was in the safety of his room that's exactly what he did.
Curling into a fetal position and crying silently for Sungmin...pleading for him to not give up on him.
"YAH!!!! CHO KYUHYUN HOW DARE YOU IGNORE ME...ME!!!!
I'M THE KIM HEECHUL!
GET BACK HERE IM TALKING TO YOU!!!!"
"Heechul-ah, Let him be...he needs time to himself to think...and sort out what he's feeling."
~*~*~
It seemed like there was a lot of "Firsts" going on.
For the first Time.
1. Heechul listened to Leeteuk without complaining.
2. Sungmin stood up for himself.
3. Kyuhyun embraced his feelings and held his tongue.
4. Everyone was quiet.
5. Yesung showed emotion and stayed with everybody...
It was a first because It hadn't happened in months and for the first time since then... They had hope that maybe, just maybe he would return to his former self.
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I Hoped You Liked This Chapter It's So Damn Long....Anyway All The Pairing Are Going To Have Major Parts...So It's Basically A SuJu Story but The Main Leads Being Yesung and Kibum.
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Here Are Linkes To The Chapters ^.^
Prologue: http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/11650153.html
Chapter One: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1238.html
Chapter Two: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1313.html
Chapter Three: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1668.html
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Title: Waiting for You (널 기다리며) Kibum...
Word Count: 2,658
Main Pairing: Yesung+ Kibum= YeBum or Kisung whichever you prefer...,
Sub-pairings: KangTeuk, HanChul, KyuMin, EunHae, Qmi, HenWook, YeWook...YeWon(?) OC.
Genre: Au, Romance, Fluff (maybe?), Friendship, Drama, Immature-ness and a slight Angst.
Rating: PG 13
Warning: Smut, Curse Words, Delirious Fangirl's Stalker-ish Tendencies, Love...Just read it.
Summary:
Curling into a fetal position and crying silently for Sungmin...pleading for him to not give up on him.'>
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Chapter Four
I woke up from my nap sitting up as I brought my hand to my mouth to stifle a yawn.
"Ouch!"
I yelped, staring at my hand in bewilderment at the sudden throbbing pain.
It was Swollen with a crimson tint and a bruised purple hue undertone; A shoe mark literally imprinted on the back of it.
'So the dream I had about an eccentric fan girl Stomping all over me was real?'
Choosing to ignore the pain at the moment and check the time on my phone, I noted that I had been asleep for at least 2 hours and 20 minutes, So I had been here a Total of 5 hours and 30 minutes.
I'm Usually passive and I've never really been the kind of person to complain about circumstances...yet I am a person and right now
I wasn't in the best mood seeing as how I'm occluded from entering the dorm, Tired and My hand swollen to a size that it very much resembles a deformed tomato .
It was a little past over 10pm and I had no clue when the others would return so I decided to check into a hotel and come back early in the morning.
I sluggishly picked myself up from the floor, rotating my head as I loosened up the stiff muscles on my neck, making a mental note to never sleep on the floor again.
Before turning around, Bending over and hoisting up my luggage that consisted of a Suit Case, a Duffle Bag and a Backpack.
Straightening Myself up again; I found myself
Face to Face...
or Face to Poster...
with the area of the wall that I had been leaning against for hours.
'When did this get here? I'm pretty sure that wasn't their before.'
My Eyes widening when my brain started to discern Who and What I was looking at.
~*~*~
The girl watched, hidden from view as the Oppa's face contorted into a Dumbfounded expression, She could see his Adam apple moving...She could just imagine that his mouth felt dry and he was swallowing a nonexistent lump, His Cheeks flushing and Unconsciously licking his lips.
The girl bit her own lips trying to suppress a giggle that was threatening to spill out.
'Hehe , Oppa's funny if only he could see his face Now!...I take it he loves his "Welcoming" gift.'
All Right! You caught her...You happy now?
Besides being an
Eccentric, Slightly Crazy, Overly Vigorous, Hyped-Up-On-Too-Much-Sugar, Delirious, Fangirl...
She was Possibly a tad bit Perverted...
just a tad...
but come on! who could blame her when she was surrounded by so many Incredibly Smoking Hot Talented Oppas.
It was time for Super Junior to be back and right on schedule she heard the smothered familiar voices coming from the elevator.
"Please, Please, Please... Heechul-Hyung! Come with me just this once to go see all the wonderful fishies...You know you want to~ huh huh huh...I Beg Of You!!!"
Quickly she Scurried to her own apartment closing the door drowning out their voices, right as the elevator opened.
Tripping over a shoe and face-planting on the floor, groaning as she flipped herself over, got back on her feet and made her way into her room stopping in front of a Concealed Object,
Reaching her hand out as she grasped the sheet and pulled in one fluid movement the sheet sliding elegantly to the ground...
Revealing a Tall Easel and A Magnificently Large Water-Colored Canvas only Half-Complete but it was still Breathtaking and Pulchritudinous.
Running her finger over the Unfinished Portrait before letting out a doleful sigh and recovering the Painting.
Thinking back to what she had done...but it was the only way to bring Life and That smile back on to her Muse's face...So he can be happy andecanshe could complete her Work of Art.
'I had to be sure Kibum-ssi Oppa...
That you actually liked him but
time will only tell if your are the one for My Angel-Voiced Inspiration,
Don't worry though I'll Help you'
With a smile on her face she plopped down on her bed, Popped a Sugar in coated Sour Apple Lollipop into her mouth and stared up at the clouds painted on the ceiling as she started scheming up a plan.
~*~*~
As I looked at the poster,
I felt really hot and stuffy all of a sudden.
My mouth felt dry and parched and without thinking I swallowed a nonexistent lump,
Unconsciously liking my lips.
Oh The Irony of it all...
How I found Myself face to face with A full body picture of Yesung; Eyes Leveled with a very...
Prominent and Protruding "private" area.
At that moment I hear shuffling, banging, and a lot of yelling.
I tried to Pry my gaze from the intoxicating view in front of me but it was to no avail.
All I could do was stand there and will myself to look away, hoping I didn't get caught drooling over Yesung's Bulge.
~*~*~
"No Hae, For the last fucking time there is no way in Heaven or Hell that I would take or accompany you to go look at boring Sea-things at the Aqmi-E-Um I Have better things to do... SO SHUT UP ABOUT IT!!!!!"
"Heechul, don't speak to Donghae like that! Your hurting his feelings and its "Aquarium" not "Aqmi-E-Um."
"Yah, Leeteuk don't tell me what to do Just Because Your only 9 days older than me! And stop acting like a Know-It-All!
Hmph, I'll pronounce it Aqmi-E-Um if I wanna...Right Kyuhyun?
"Yup" replied a disinterested voice the sound of shooting and blaring coming out of his PSP device.
"See Teukie, My Evil Apprentice agrees with me................
Okay, Okay I'll Play nice just tell your oversized Dog to stop glaring at me."
"Heechul-Hyung..." Kangin remarked with a warning tone.
"HAE!" Heechul cut off Kangin and quickly turned his attention towards Donghae.
"Since Hyung Loves you so much...
How about instead of taking you to the "Aqmi-E-Um" to look at the fish,
I'll Buy you your very own Fishy.
Hmm, What do you say?
Would like that?
I have the most perfect fish in mind!
let's get a Piranha...They're really nice and love to be petted...
Isn't that cool Donghae-ah a fish you can pet!"
Heechul said in a creepy, sickenly, sweet voice.
"Really Hyung, You'll do that for me! Yes Please, I'll Love you forever!" Donghae squealed like a child, his excitement carrying out throughout the halls.
"Hae-ah...what about me...?" Eunhyuk said sniffling.
"Omo! Don't cry my Anchovy! I take it back I'll only love you forever and ever!" Donghae cried panicking.
"Quit the crybaby act, you smelly Monkey."snorted Kyuhyun before turning his attention towards Donghae.
"Don't be a moron Fish Face, who in their right minds would ever consider petting a Piranha , If You want to keep those fingers of yours I suggest you don't do that."
Kyuhyun admonished in a sarcastic tone, returning his attention back to his PSP before yelping out in pain as Sungmin knocked it out of his hands and pushed him towards the wall before he stormed off walking ahead of everybody.
"Sungmin-ah Apologize to Kyu this instant For Pushing him that was rude and out of you character."Leeteuk Chided.
"Don't Wanna! If he wasn't such an asshole, I'd apologize." Sungmin yelled much closer now.
~*~*~
Snapping out of my trance I quickly ripped the poster of the wall stuffing it into my backpack just as Sungmin turned the corner.
He froze when he saw me, small M-shape lips forming into that sweet toothy bunny smile and in a blink of an eye he launched at me
"KIBUM-AH, YOUR BACK!!!!!" he squealed pulling me into a bunny-hug, I couldn't help but smile and wrap my arms around him.
All the members piling into the Corridor one by one, it was a miracle they all fit.
Suddenly it hit me how much I actually missed them, Soon I found myself in the center of a very suffocating group hug.
Excluding two people.
One of them younger than myself, a very obvious glower filled with jealousy aimed at me.
I smirked at him, tightening my grip on Sungmin, Making him narrow his eyes to slits.
I knew I was provoking him, still though maybe if he thinks he has competition he'll step up the game and stop kissing Zhoumi.
Sungmin is one to be treasured, not pushed aside like he has no significance.
Kyuhyun needs to stop acting like a spoiled child afraid of commitment and realize it before it's too late.
Taking into account that sooner or later someone will come along who'll cherish Sungmin and Sweep him off his feet.
Hopefully Sooner...before Sungmin gives up on him.
Fixating my gaze to the other person beside Kyuhyun who's beautifully shaped dark eyes where boring into my own.
My breath hitching as I drunk in Every Curve and Defined Line of his Stunning face and Shapley figure.
All the ruckus and noise of the others fading away, It was as if we were the only two.
Well to me at least.
~*~*~
It didn't last though as I was dragged into the dorm and thrown onto one of the many couches.
Everybody crowding around me as they Bombarded me with questions.
~*~*~
"How was it in the States Kibummie?" Sungmin asked sitting on my lap.
"Uh...It was good I got to see my family and hang out with friends I haven't seen in a while." I answered bringing my arm up, forming a fist and slightly muffling out my words with the back of my wrist; My bad habit making itself known.
"That's good!" They all said in unison.
"So how's your sister and her boyfriend? Last time I visited you in Los Angeles they seemed pretty serious."
Henry asked with curiosity, sitting on the arm chair in front of me, pulling Ryeowook onto his lap and pecking him on the lips.
I cringed as I saw Yesung tense up.
I had discreetly kept my eyes on him the whole time,
I was happy that he chose to stay in the living room with the rest of us instead of going straight to his room and locking the door, and even though he was distancing himself by leaning against the living room entrance away from everybody else.
It made me smile thinking that he stayed cause he missed me...
but I'm always delusional when it comes to Yesung.
"She couldn't be any happier, He proposed to her , They decided to skip the Engagement and Get straight to the Marriage part." I answered Henry trying to keep the smile on my face.
"Really! when is the Wedding?" Ryeowook yelled perking up instantly.
I couldn't help but smile at Ryeowook-Hyung he was just so innocent and excitable, and though I knew Yesung loved him...I couldn't take out my frustrations and Jealousy on Wookie especially when he didn't do anything wrong.
"It's a Couple of months from now Hyung... I'll be returning to the States." I replied cheerfully.
Yesung's head snapped up.
His eyes meeting mine.
I could've sworn I saw something flash in them a grimace appearing on his face; but as soon as it surfaced it vanished his expression falling into his usual Stoic one.
"MUEO?! WHAT?!" Heechul Shrieked, practically squeezing the life out of Heebum. "YOU JUST GOT BACK AND YOUR LEAVING AGAIN?!"
"Kibum-ah~ We thought you where gonna stay with us." EunHae whined.
"You Guys." I Started.
Sungmin pouted at me eyes wide; Readjusting his position on my lap so he could face me.
"Guys~." I Started Again.
"Why Not Sungmin? Let him leave...Unless you want to continue throwing yourself at him." Kyuhyun questioned in a monotonous voice.
"Kyu...?" Sungmin said confusedly, not grasping what he meant.
I focused my attention on Kyuhyun giving him what I hoped was the most frightening glare I could muster.
"What are you trying to say?" Sungmin continued.
"What I'm trying to say...is stop throwing and draping yourself all over Kibum like a wanton Whore." Kyuhyun answered, Glaring back at me...Us.
"Wh...Wha...What?" Sungmin Choked out Surprised tears beginning to form in his eyes.
"YOU. HEARD. ME." Kyuhyun answerd Coldly, but he didn't stop there
"Maybe You Didn't, Are You Dumb and Death Now? Just Because Nobody Wants You doesn't mean you have to through yourself at every available guy...Like a DESPRETE whore."
Kyuhyun snarled Icily, voice filled with contempt.
Sungmin stood up abruptly tears streaming down his face, glaring at Kyuhyun with hurt and a look that could pass for hate before wildly exploding into complete rage.
"WHY SHOULD YOU EVEN CARE WHAT I DO! YOUVE MADE IT CLEAR THAT THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU DONT MATTER AT ALL!
WHAT?!
DO YOU EXPECT ME TO WAIT AROUND FOR YOU LIKE SOME PATHETIC PERSON THAT HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO!
NO, KYUHYUN! THAT IS WHAT YOU CALL DESPERETE...I FOLLOW YOU AROUND LIKE AN OBEDIANT PET!
IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE WAY YOU TREAT ME!
YOU STRING ME ALONG WITH THE LITTLE AMOUNT OF ATTENTION AND CARE THAT YOU GIVE TO ME...."
"AND...AND...WHEN...I.." Sungmin choked out already sobbing uncontrollably at this point.
"AND WHEN I START TO FEEL LIKE YOU JUST MIGHT LIKE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU..."
He cried out wiping furiously at his tears before continuing in a much quieter tone.
"You always ignore me...
you choose your video games and your friends over me...
I Know...I Know...
I'm not as important to you as they are...but
Do You...Do You...
Really have to break my heart so much...I understand Kyuhyun, that you're afraid of commitment but please stop being a coward and say it to my face that you don't want to be in a relationship with me...
Instead of Kissing Zhoumi behind my back...
I can't even count how many times I've seen the two of you together, on both my hands."
I Can't Do This Anymore Kyuhyun...
It's Too Much Work Loving You...
I Give Up."
He whimpered, turning around and running into Ryeowook's room.
All of them were shocked.
Every single one of the members; including Kibum...
Nobody knew how to react...but as always Heechul is the first.
"CHO KYUHYUN!!!!! WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU? WE KNOW YOUR EVIL AND I NORMALLY TOLLERATE IT BECAUSE...WELL I TOUGHT YOU EVERYTHING YOU KNOW...BUT STILL THIS GOES WAY BEYOND YOUR USUAL ANTICS!!!!!!"
Kyuhyun , completely tongue tied for the first time in his life, Stood up and walked into his and Sungmin's shared room.
Ignoring the person who was screeching at him.
Who it was he didn't know, all he knew was that he needed to be away from everything and everyone before he broke down and when he was in the safety of his room that's exactly what he did.
Curling into a fetal position and crying silently for Sungmin...pleading for him to not give up on him.
"YAH!!!! CHO KYUHYUN HOW DARE YOU IGNORE ME...ME!!!!
I'M THE KIM HEECHUL!
GET BACK HERE IM TALKING TO YOU!!!!"
"Heechul-ah, Let him be...he needs time to himself to think...and sort out what he's feeling."
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It seemed like there was a lot of "Firsts" going on.
For the first Time.
1. Heechul listened to Leeteuk without complaining.
2. Sungmin stood up for himself.
3. Kyuhyun embraced his feelings and held his tongue.
4. Everyone was quiet.
5. Yesung showed emotion and stayed with everybody...
It was a first because It hadn't happened in months and for the first time since then... They had hope that maybe, just maybe he would return to his former self.
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I Hoped You Liked This Chapter It's So Damn Long....Anyway All The Pairing Are Going To Have Major Parts...So It's Basically A SuJu Story but The Main Leads Being Yesung and Kibum.
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Here Are Linkes To The Chapters ^.^
Prologue: http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/11650153.html
Chapter One: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1238.html
Chapter Two: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1313.html
Chapter Three: http://amanda-clarissa.livejournal.com/1668.html