She put the goldfish in the closet and lock the door. Lock the door.
It's a girl! Alex's baby is a girl I am so excited! Now we can narrow down names, and presents, and everything else. Babies!
I was pleasently surprised this morning to find a boy on my stoop and I was in the oddest mood. Last night my anxiety reached a new level. I was practically pacing in the house driving my dad insane so I threw on a jacket put on my headphones and went outside. First, since I normally go right when I head to the bay I went left until the sidewalk stopped and I found a jasmine bush. I picked some jasmine and headed back to my hill. About the time that I reached it the fireworks were starting and I sat down on my little knoll. Then that wonderful thing happened. Hyperballad by Bjork (a song which has really meant a lot to me) came on and the fireworks went in time to it perfectly. Then I got up and started walking, then for some reason - I ran. I never run but the urge was overwhelming. By the time I got home - the anxiety was quelled enough so I could go to sleep. Another night abated. I can't shake the image of sleeping in that pecan tree out of my mind. And the houses in Olmos park...I remember breaking into one of them after the fooding had knocked down the back wall. Carol, Kittie, Alex and I and this random black kitten I found smoked out there and joked that it was our little house. Fuckin' girls that run with foxes.
Garrett wants me to go to this rave in September. Hmm...it might prove interesting. Ladies and gentlemen hold on to your kidneys.
Raves...travelling...wandering
School really needs to start back up.
I was pleasently surprised this morning to find a boy on my stoop and I was in the oddest mood. Last night my anxiety reached a new level. I was practically pacing in the house driving my dad insane so I threw on a jacket put on my headphones and went outside. First, since I normally go right when I head to the bay I went left until the sidewalk stopped and I found a jasmine bush. I picked some jasmine and headed back to my hill. About the time that I reached it the fireworks were starting and I sat down on my little knoll. Then that wonderful thing happened. Hyperballad by Bjork (a song which has really meant a lot to me) came on and the fireworks went in time to it perfectly. Then I got up and started walking, then for some reason - I ran. I never run but the urge was overwhelming. By the time I got home - the anxiety was quelled enough so I could go to sleep. Another night abated. I can't shake the image of sleeping in that pecan tree out of my mind. And the houses in Olmos park...I remember breaking into one of them after the fooding had knocked down the back wall. Carol, Kittie, Alex and I and this random black kitten I found smoked out there and joked that it was our little house. Fuckin' girls that run with foxes.
Garrett wants me to go to this rave in September. Hmm...it might prove interesting. Ladies and gentlemen hold on to your kidneys.
Raves...travelling...wandering
School really needs to start back up.