Finals are finally over
and i don't think that i passed any of my important classes. i still can fix it though. golumbeck said that there is no way that i'll get my honors diploma but i can still get into the core 40 program, which is really only recognized by indiana schools... i don't know i just wonder sometimes if i can't manage high school then how the hell am i going to manage college??? i haven't even applied for college yet cause i was so scared that i wasn't going to graduate. isn't that sad, two years ago i was in the top fourth of my class and now i'm lucky to get the top half... i don't know what the hell went wrong this year but i'm going to fix it. I have the journalism credit that took over for english that i failed this semester and i'm making up us history and algebra this coming semester. I failed government, so i have to get it put on my schedule for second semester now. maybe it'll be easier the second time around. I mean, i already have all the notes. lol... no summer school will be required and all i have to do is FINALLY take my SAT's and apply to a local college so that i can get my core classes underway. i have no idea what i want to do in life. but the more i watch smallville (and this sounds crazy) i want more and more to be a reporter for a newspaper. I never thought i'd even be interested in newspaper but i guess you find out a lot about yourself your senior year. I still love designing and now i want to get more into computer tech. which leaves me really confused as to what my major will be in a couple years when i have to decide that. I love reporting and i think that i just need to hone up on my reporting skills some more. being editor of the yearbook has made me more assertive with people that i don't know. i love photography, but i failed that this semester too, so that won't give me a very good college letter now will it... who would even write one for me? i've sucked at every class i've taken lately... this really sucks, i hate being so confused.......
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