so i haven't updated in forever
i just got my computer back. lol not really, i actually just got it. I dunno why my dad gave it to me for real yet. he said that he got a new one and wanted me to have it but i don't know if he got the new one so i could have the old one or if he got the new one cause they really wanted the new computer...
so everything's been going good. except for school... i dunno, call it senioritus or whatever but i just hate school this year. only a few ppl i care about is in that damn school anyways... and it doesn't help that i'm failing most of my important classes...
so i've been talking to mike again and it feels really good... i like being the one he talks to again. i love the bond that we have and now i have assurance that we can never lose it...
joe living with me has been interesting and now i think we've just realized when to give each other space... should two people that are as in love as we claim to be need space?? who knows, i just know that for once we aren't fightning every day and that can never be a bad thing. My aunts and uncles want to know if we're ever getting married. they also don't know that he lives with me but that's okay for now. no one on my dad's side knows and i'd like to keep it that way. it's safe. for joe's sake anyways. i told him that this new computer is ours... which may have been a mistake but i know that if we ever break up he won't try to take it from me.. at least now i'm not limited to only being online at school. and this gives him a reason to stay home and spend time with me...
is there ever a perferct person for someone.... I don't know if i'm with mine if there is...
so everything's been going good. except for school... i dunno, call it senioritus or whatever but i just hate school this year. only a few ppl i care about is in that damn school anyways... and it doesn't help that i'm failing most of my important classes...
so i've been talking to mike again and it feels really good... i like being the one he talks to again. i love the bond that we have and now i have assurance that we can never lose it...
joe living with me has been interesting and now i think we've just realized when to give each other space... should two people that are as in love as we claim to be need space?? who knows, i just know that for once we aren't fightning every day and that can never be a bad thing. My aunts and uncles want to know if we're ever getting married. they also don't know that he lives with me but that's okay for now. no one on my dad's side knows and i'd like to keep it that way. it's safe. for joe's sake anyways. i told him that this new computer is ours... which may have been a mistake but i know that if we ever break up he won't try to take it from me.. at least now i'm not limited to only being online at school. and this gives him a reason to stay home and spend time with me...
is there ever a perferct person for someone.... I don't know if i'm with mine if there is...