If at first you don't succeed, change the rules.
Why is there a 14.50$ tax on blank music discs?? It's insane!!!
Anyway, this week was Tabi's 21st birthday so i was invited over for cake. Very yummy cake i might add.
I've been doing better. I'm slowly getting the hang of this thing. But i still have my bad days.
I had applied to an awesome university, and not even a week letter i got my acceptance letter in the mail. That was kick ass. Felt pretty good about myself too.
I decided to become a social worker instead of the whole doctor thing. I still want to make a difference in people's lives. I'm thinking of working with the foster care system. But we'll see. I want to be one the people who actually gives a fuck about where these kids are being placed, and how they are being treated.
I still have a deep sadness in me about softie. Even when i'm laughing and having a good time, i tend to still hold back and just... drift away. I just feel like there's a piece of myself missing. Loneliness tends to seep in every time i come home and she's not there to greet me. There was one day i was so sad about it i just sat on my front steps for an hour before i could get myself to go inside. At times like that i just want to go to the humane society to get a kitten. But then i realize i'm just trying to fill the void. Urg, i was going to rebound on a cat lol.
The weather has been amazing the past week or so. I was in shorts all week. If the sun is out, i tend to be in a good mood automatically.
Anyway, this week was Tabi's 21st birthday so i was invited over for cake. Very yummy cake i might add.
I've been doing better. I'm slowly getting the hang of this thing. But i still have my bad days.
I had applied to an awesome university, and not even a week letter i got my acceptance letter in the mail. That was kick ass. Felt pretty good about myself too.
I decided to become a social worker instead of the whole doctor thing. I still want to make a difference in people's lives. I'm thinking of working with the foster care system. But we'll see. I want to be one the people who actually gives a fuck about where these kids are being placed, and how they are being treated.
I still have a deep sadness in me about softie. Even when i'm laughing and having a good time, i tend to still hold back and just... drift away. I just feel like there's a piece of myself missing. Loneliness tends to seep in every time i come home and she's not there to greet me. There was one day i was so sad about it i just sat on my front steps for an hour before i could get myself to go inside. At times like that i just want to go to the humane society to get a kitten. But then i realize i'm just trying to fill the void. Urg, i was going to rebound on a cat lol.
The weather has been amazing the past week or so. I was in shorts all week. If the sun is out, i tend to be in a good mood automatically.