Gragh. Bitch bitch whine and moan.
I think the most frustrating part in trying to find a carreer is the fact that I am completely and totally burned out on school.
That and the fact that everything I'm interested in either doesn't have a career that I could tolerate or I don't feel that I could do.
I love psychology. I HATE psychologists and their practice. There's so much about the human mind that is just not known or just a load of theories. It's like, "Oh! You did this because of this. We think." Guh.
I have a deep respect and love of law. I could not possibly ever study law seriously. My capacity for that much reading and writting stops with page one of every essay.
I love history, I do not want to be a history teacher. ....Not much else you can do with it.
I love cooking, I do not want to be a chef because it is a very stressful job and it would piss me off. I cook to my own tastes. I'm not about to make a bland meal because it's what someone else wants. That and the perfection aspect of presentation would drive me crazy.
I love the medical field. I tried the medical field. I could not do the medical field. And after this job, I think I never want to see the medical field ever again. =_=
I'd go back to school, but I'm at a point in my degree where I need to actually pick something so I don't waste a million bucks wandering around like I did for five years in an effort to get a two years degree. I also can't afford it or stomach the idea of research right now. Just... Ugh.
I'm going to be 25 this year. I'd be nice if I had a direction that wasn't, sit infront of a computer all day and do a soul crushing job that revolves around people being injured.
That and the fact that everything I'm interested in either doesn't have a career that I could tolerate or I don't feel that I could do.
I love psychology. I HATE psychologists and their practice. There's so much about the human mind that is just not known or just a load of theories. It's like, "Oh! You did this because of this. We think." Guh.
I have a deep respect and love of law. I could not possibly ever study law seriously. My capacity for that much reading and writting stops with page one of every essay.
I love history, I do not want to be a history teacher. ....Not much else you can do with it.
I love cooking, I do not want to be a chef because it is a very stressful job and it would piss me off. I cook to my own tastes. I'm not about to make a bland meal because it's what someone else wants. That and the perfection aspect of presentation would drive me crazy.
I love the medical field. I tried the medical field. I could not do the medical field. And after this job, I think I never want to see the medical field ever again. =_=
I'd go back to school, but I'm at a point in my degree where I need to actually pick something so I don't waste a million bucks wandering around like I did for five years in an effort to get a two years degree. I also can't afford it or stomach the idea of research right now. Just... Ugh.
I'm going to be 25 this year. I'd be nice if I had a direction that wasn't, sit infront of a computer all day and do a soul crushing job that revolves around people being injured.