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So where should i begin....
i guess with saying that im so happy. Christmas is comming which i love, i finally have my lisence, college stuff is moving along nicely however, once again i have no idea where i wanna go. I mean i do want to go to Niagara but the more i think about it i dont know if i could handle being 8 hours away from everyone. I think i would miss everybody way to much. The thought of all my friends leaving and being all alone that far away scares me. i mean maybe im supposed to be scared and just suck it up and go but idk i cant help but thinking that going that far may end up being something i regret. At the same time i really want to go to Niagara and i would have alicia which would be wonderful and this is life, arent you supposed to embrace all and any new experiences?AHH i dont know what to do!!!! i guess i still have plenty of time to figure it out though. In the mean time i wil focus on the things that make me happy like tim. He makes me smile, alot :-).
i guess with saying that im so happy. Christmas is comming which i love, i finally have my lisence, college stuff is moving along nicely however, once again i have no idea where i wanna go. I mean i do want to go to Niagara but the more i think about it i dont know if i could handle being 8 hours away from everyone. I think i would miss everybody way to much. The thought of all my friends leaving and being all alone that far away scares me. i mean maybe im supposed to be scared and just suck it up and go but idk i cant help but thinking that going that far may end up being something i regret. At the same time i really want to go to Niagara and i would have alicia which would be wonderful and this is life, arent you supposed to embrace all and any new experiences?AHH i dont know what to do!!!! i guess i still have plenty of time to figure it out though. In the mean time i wil focus on the things that make me happy like tim. He makes me smile, alot :-).