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I've kinda lost interest in my own life. It's...so not interesting. I go to school, work, and sometimes hang out with a friend or two from time to time. Besides my life not being interesting, I don't think I have the desire to DO anything to MAKE it worthwhile. It's really weird to me. I've got no desire to meet new people and very little desire to actually hang out with people I already know. I've gone from needing company constantly to deciding company is overrated. I'm pretty much always bored, even when I'm actually doing something. I don't enjoy anything anymore.
I'm not depressed or anything. I just have no idea what my deal is. I'm even halfway trying at school. I've never been so neutral my whole life. Anyway. If anyone's taking a trip to the grand canyon or France or some other life changing trip like that, let me know. I think I just need some kind of amazing epiphany like happens in the movies. I need to almost die, but not. Have my life almost ruined, but not. Something like that where everything goes to shit, but the silver lining comes through in the end to show the audience that life's not so bad (boring) after all. So yeah, let's go.
I'm not depressed or anything. I just have no idea what my deal is. I'm even halfway trying at school. I've never been so neutral my whole life. Anyway. If anyone's taking a trip to the grand canyon or France or some other life changing trip like that, let me know. I think I just need some kind of amazing epiphany like happens in the movies. I need to almost die, but not. Have my life almost ruined, but not. Something like that where everything goes to shit, but the silver lining comes through in the end to show the audience that life's not so bad (boring) after all. So yeah, let's go.