ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i lov you!!!! and you can confess anything to me ever. HUGGY BEARS! I NEED TO GET ME SOME MORE! I'M OUT! Vodka flavored jell-o. I drank almost an entire fifth tonight. it was awesome. i went to touch down's for the first time tonight. blegh. i totally don't remember the drunken wandering but i did it so much that's no big surprise. yay, i totally wasn't scared off. i'm not that skinny. trust me.
yeah, you can and in many sense i've never really been a country boy but there are times when i long for my forest. i still want to take you there. you will be robbed of breath when you see how beautiful my home is. I mean it, abbi has the lake but I have an entire 180-acre farm. there are times when i walk in the woods alone and i close my eyes and i feel like i'm the first and only person on the planet. it's a feeling that is both lonely and...complete. When I'm alone in my forest I can sit on a tree stump and just...be a person. that part of me will never die, the part of me that can commune with the most basic elements of the natural world. even here in ann arbor, even if there is just a solitary tree i can sit there, let the world around me fall away and just feel the movement of the planet, that slow, ponderous movement around the sun and in a circle. that part of me i owe to my parents and to the way i was raised. to live with the land, to feel the sap flow, to feel the earth yield. in that sense, the "country" part of me will never die, but I feel more at home among other people, in am more hectic and vibrant atmosphere.
yeah, you can and in many sense i've never really been a country boy but there are times when i long for my forest. i still want to take you there. you will be robbed of breath when you see how beautiful my home is. I mean it, abbi has the lake but I have an entire 180-acre farm. there are times when i walk in the woods alone and i close my eyes and i feel like i'm the first and only person on the planet. it's a feeling that is both lonely and...complete. When I'm alone in my forest I can sit on a tree stump and just...be a person. that part of me will never die, the part of me that can commune with the most basic elements of the natural world. even here in ann arbor, even if there is just a solitary tree i can sit there, let the world around me fall away and just feel the movement of the planet, that slow, ponderous movement around the sun and in a circle. that part of me i owe to my parents and to the way i was raised. to live with the land, to feel the sap flow, to feel the earth yield. in that sense, the "country" part of me will never die, but I feel more at home among other people, in am more hectic and vibrant atmosphere.
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